Mr. Bobby & Mr. Gucci <3

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

7:14 PM

ytd was the indian day.
took off and went out with daren chan.
heeheee.
its double pay yet i took off. ]=
how dumb can i be hor?
but nvm la.. been real long since i step my foot into TOWN...

went to all puma shop to search high and low for my puma belt but fuck, didnt manage to.
but luckily, i manage to buy something. (=
went punkstar and brought a normal tee for myself and saw a guy tee which i wanted to get for weihua as bday gift but i didnt know if he will like it.
cause i..... just dono if he will like it anot.
so in the end, only get for myself...
as for his gift, maybe just wait awhile more lorr. XD
explore abit more.
then shop here and there and home sweet home.

and fuck lar.
reached home, saw one picture and it cause me to tear like siao.
settle down my emotion, bring gucci out for a walk and tada.
sunshine after rain again. (:

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
why must life revolves ard emotions?

16apr'08,
the day you went away.
the day i lose everything.
fuck.
maybe u didnt know, up till now, i still cant bring myself to like someone else.
not to say even to engage in a serious relationship.
because i didnt want to experience losing something anymore.
i didnt have the fucking courage to do that.
does it matter anymore?
i doubt so.

maybe i should make it clear to you.

at least, for now, i wouldnt like you.

cause...........................

you should know it.

i told you more than once before.

&the beauty.

3:07 PM

getting ready for poly XD

being freaking bored at MB -.-"

i love my fake hair and headband. xD

&the beauty.

8:40 AM

sch, sumo house, town and cathay.
my life is so typical huh? :P

sumo house with poly mates is really fun.
we order alot of food! ahh, and the pic is with them. ]=
cause i m really busy texting earthlings and neglected those delicious food!
but nevertheless, we have double fun in eating.
cause i totally shut myself in the food world and ignore those sms. :P
and so typical of me again right? -.-"
then meet karin at town to do hair extension and purchase headband!
hehehee!
then off to work. [=

work was really fine tilll yongliang...........
fine, i dont want to blog about that biggest bitch in this world.
if case, it dirty my blog.
but nevertheless, i wasnt angry with him
世上最三八的男人是 : OH YONGLIANG(:

&the beauty.

10:39 PM

HELLO! ;D

yes, sch has start for one week and i hasnt been blogging for long. spider web forming? well, i m just plain lazy to update my blog actually...

today i m here to share one good news with everyone (=
tmr i m changing my hp to KU990!
*WHEEE*
and i swear to take care of it ;P

my bday coming soon! (=
should i reward myself with a crumpler bag?
or with a PSP slim?

whatever it is,
i just love my Mr. Gucci (=

&the beauty.

3:55 PM

bishan with kerlise ytd for dinner and walk walk with my hurtful swollen ankle.
-dont wana comment much on ytd. ((= cause i m plain lazy.

i do feel bad being ur friend at times..

esp. times when we laugh together..

but....

*deep secret*

&the beauty.

1:51 PM

let me post some pictures for today (=

the one that never fail to make me laugh (:
my bestie, GLADYSWANGZHIXING.

the one that never fail to bring tears to my eyes - .-
my jinx, DARENCHANQINGRU

threesome here! XD

left to right.
tricia, gladys, esther & daren (=
the three that make me feeeeel LOVED by them so much... espically tricia, with tht retarded face plus attitude. XD

and daren chan, if u ever come across tis post, hope that u will know i m still waiting........................................................... for my seoul garden. XD and i love you so much.

sch starting tmr. know how terrible i m feeling right now? -.-
well, just hope 明天会更好! (=
i believe in it.

and working ytd was fun.
concess with yeewen, eugenia, juninah & cindy.
and we are MAD people..
firstly, when i reach my workplace, went to xiaoqi there and "cheebye here and there"
then xiaoqi ask me to stop it.. dont so vulgar.
LOL hor?
then she started to be even more vulgar than me. -.-
then we both thinking why everyone like to "eh, cheebye la instead of eh, lanjiao la or eh, knn la or whatever else"
but she went home at ard 6pm!!
and did i mention i saw LAM!!!!!! XD
ohh my.. so long nv see him..
missss him soo much.
but he also went home at 6pm -.-
then concess was real busy ytd also..
but it was cool cause time passes faster instead of crawling..
hehehe!
then home sweet home at 235am!
went down and the cab was there alrdy.
whhhhoooo. how lucky... (=

home'ed, bath'ed and msn'ed. XD

msn with LAM once again..

LAM is really a nice guy..... (=

as in, i can really tell him anything and everything..

and vice versa!

then chatted till the point whereby we both are really tired so he went to "kun"

then chatted awhile more with others and i went to kun also XD

and awake and msn again -.-

WTF siol.

i dont want my life to revolves ard msn

我不能太依赖你

because, habit is hard to change

&the beauty.

12:48 PM

dont talk to me frequently;
dont treat me so good;
dont make me laugh that much;
dont get too close to me;

cause...
i will feel bad -.-
towards everything.
including ..............

whole morning surfing the net to find ways and means to slim down.
got one guy want to slim down 17 kg in 2 months time!!
for the sake of his gf.
romantic meh?
i find it DUMB.
and i think by the time he slim down, his appearance might be better, and by that time, the gf will become very paranoid.
so hor, you say,
do u wan a normal looking or a handsome guy to be ur BF? -.-
but anyway, the ways and means they posted on the net are so VAIN.
"exercise, dont eat as much as you always do"
isn't that so obvious meh? -.-
ok, i m getting sensitive so stop this topic. (=

i wana eat fish&co badly!!
i wana watch connected badly!!
but it seems like, i got limited friends ard me -.-

k lar.
byebye.

&the beauty.

5:04 PM

HELLLLLLO! (:

i have got my time-table for Sem 2.
oh my.. its kinda terrible.. and yet, slack at the same time.
well, and of coz, i m in different classes at times with EI0805.
cause i failed c-sharp.
like wtf! i m to repeat it but know what.
i feel kinda glad that i m able to cause i know if i dont, sem 2 i will be a complete nuts in class when lecturer teaching.
and yeah.
no worries.
this time round, i will not msn that much and pay at least 51% attention.
i know, i can do it!!!
i must buck up..
stay in NYP for 3 years and be a working adult.
and earn $$ and slowly die.
(=
and of coz, i wont forget my lovely EI0805.
and hope they wont forget me too.
*work hard & play hard*

i have been really mean nowadays.
not picking up dad's calls.
dont ask me why but i just dont feel like.

i wan to do / buy..................
1) crumpler bag
2) psp slim
3) dye reddish brown and highlight purple
4) addias jacket
5) online shopping and buy allll the taiwan spree clothings which i fancy! XD
6) slim down!!!!!!!!!!!! (most wanted)
7) new urban male's havanias
8) watch connected with someone. btw, someone as in anyone =.="
and of cause, alot more which i m lazy to think and type down.
but will i be happy even if i do all these things??
*wondering*

before i forget to mention,
gladys heng is the biggest noob!
HAHAHAHAHA!
cause she cause me to go clementi and we both doubt theres any shopping center there so we took bus to beauty world just to makan and i have to cab back to work cause beauty world is a one way road route!
ahhh, like WTF.
all thanks to my special gladys heng. (=
but it was nice dining with her.
before i forget, my world only revovles ard yishun, khatib, yck, amk and bishan.
dont tell me places like bukit timah cause i m a total noob in it.

and nothing much to blog.
and the clock strike 5:30pm.
toodles.

&the beauty.

12:18 PM

well, basically, i just wana ranted everything here and forget aobut everything. like, EVERYTHING.

family is giving me a big headache.
well, or shld i say just my dad?
idk why but sometimes living in my family can just make someone go insane.
i cant comprehend so many things.
i really wana blog everything negative i have for him here but due to some privacy, i shouldnt.
but if i had one choice, i rather i m orphanage.
thats so much better.
dad, please grow up! ))x
i m alrdy 18 years old.
aint the small kid anymore who believe whatever crap u tell me.
*sigh*

Gucci is the only reason why i do go home early. (:
baby, i so love you.
cause u are dumb dumb.

bye bye. (:
esther liang is busy like beeeeeeeeeeeeee.

&the beauty.

11:17 PM

i think............................
skinny guys never fail to get my attention. =)

just did a test. ;D
and it say that,
to be my bf, you have to be kind. (=
and not freaking rich or freaking handsome or freaking romantic.

give me a break;
pls.
i need nothing but freedom.

&the beauty.

3:02 PM

evil thoughts lingering ard in my mind.
infested by some devilish virus.
i dont get whats running through my mind at times.
i m weird, and i admit.

if self-abuse helps in making me feel alive,
how great would that be.

i feel so transparent nowadays.
like everywhere i go, the place doesnt fit me in.

sometimes i just wish a little care from my dad.
staying out late at night, ton for the whole night;
all i ever want was a phone call asking me to be home
but yet, you never give me.
and when i reached home in the dawn, u might not be home too.
you are just too busy accompanying your ABC/HEINEKEN.
how great can this be.
i dont worth more than those idiotic drink.

maybe if u look from another perspective,
i am immune to everything already.
i have been all alone since young.
it doesnt matter anymore.
(=
i learn, to live all by myself.

i dont need to be love by anyone.

saying you love me just make me feel useasy.

cause i have always been all alone.

btw,

this aaint EMO okay.

&the beauty.