Mr. Bobby & Mr. Gucci <3

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

9:53 PM

i know i very contradicting.
say what i dun wana post anymore yet i post another one again.
guess i just simplylove my blog too much. XD

I FEEL SO PAIN NW!!!
finger tong si le.
damn the "fire".
esther, pls pay attention to what ure doing!!
if nt, u might die.
get bang by those car whn u cross the road.
bang th wallllll whenever you walk.
or even worst, alight at th wrong station. (tis is th worst! waste time and all.)

my finger de tong ming tian jiu bu tong le.
dan shi shen shang bie de tong hai shi zai ma???

anyway,
HAPPY BDAY KEITH. [:

&the beauty.

7:25 PM

if knowing someone wil b sad, what wil u do?
i think.... i wil do something, something mad.
okay lahh. mayb i shldnt care so much.
happy-go-lucky. XD

i think i wun b posting anoymore.
mayb closing down my blog.
BUT I LOVE MY BLOG ALOT!
mayb just temporaily stop posting.
why?
cause i have alot of things to do. (okok, fine, i m lying -.-)
just that (..........)

i think i m mad.
coz i actually did tt.
OMG!
but no hard feeling eh & of coz no soft feeling too!
iya, dun need feel anything lahh.
IYA! I DUNO WHAT I M TYPING.

OKKKKK! BYE!

&the beauty.

5:53 PM

我喜欢妳不代表妳喜欢我,

我喜欢睡觉不代表妳喜欢.

sch was fine.

nth much.

had chinese & history test.

lyk OMG.

sometimes having too many test may turn me off.

held back what i wana say.

coz i cnt only think for myself.

and i dare not to.

neither of the option gonna work.

except for keeping quiet.

K LAHH!
BYE!!!
someone tel me what to do....

&the beauty.

8:50 PM

everyone is driving me nuts.
my head gonna explode sooner or later.

i dun need anyone to pity me.
if i do need, thn i will have a whole lot of things to say.
but i din say out.
just because of that, that happened.
what shld i do?
or rather, what cn i do?
tis is rlly driving me nuts.

if going out alone means emo or no friend.
thn take it as i m either one of tt two.
but just dun pity me.
tis is too heavy for me.

bt anyway, i stil dun see whats wrong about going out alone!
mayb next time i shld just go to places whereby no one wil go instead of places whereby i will see ppl whom i know.
i shld just go sun plaza nxt time.
or even lor 1.

I M GOING CRAZY.

&the beauty.

5:39 PM

HELLO.
ytd night was th pek cek night.
coz i was playing "impossbile quiz"
DAMN!

so was lyk sending th link thru msn ytd!
keith is somehow kinda smart.
but welllllll, cause tt game suit him tooo much. (><)
thn give YUNGUANG tooo.
hahahahaa!
guess tt game pissssss him offf to the utlimate.
thn today afternoon went msn, chat wid YUNGUANG and he gave me one webby.
like wow!
wahhh, nice webbby lahhhhhh. [:
THANKS SO MUCH AH BUT I STIL CNT DO TIL THE END.
arghhhh.
wheeeeee.

yawn!
tmr is the most boring day.
schooling again.
cant wait to graduate!
omggggg.

GO TRY IT OUT!!!

The Impossible Quiz

&the beauty.

9:58 PM

守秘密的感觉很难受,

都怪我太过好奇.

not happy?
thn tooo bad!
try to live wid it. [:

i deleted some posts if u notice.
bt doubt you do.

a causual remark.
that make me wonder for so long.
mayb i shldnt even blog. cause my ang moh suck. fang ai dao ni. ]: mayb its really a crime for ang moh to b tt sucky.

time passes so slow.
i wish that heaven gave me a btr life.
or rather, allow me to turn back the clock.

&the beauty.

7:06 PM

&the beauty.

9:57 PM

p ro mi s e*

TMR IS THE DAY!!

SO NERVOUSS!

OMGG.

feel so inferior lahh! (><)

hpe tmr will b fineeee.

o ya!

today went to bugis`s Seoul garden to celebrate Keith`s advance bday!

HAPPY BDAY, BRO!

YOU ARE OLDER!

SO B WAY MORE MATURE OKAY. XD

eat Seoul til kinda full.

everyone wana shit right after thy ate all the food!

and i think i was th only one who ate prawn!

YUMMY.

so niceee.

bt its smalllll.

#$@#!#

thn make ice ka jiang for aiai. (:

took some pics?

OH! AND IT WAS KINDA CHEAP!

lyk 14$ per person.

lololololololololol.

post th pics next time. <:

lazy to uploadddddd.

ITS WASSS FUN! coz theres food. XD

bt bugis brought back some..........

"memorise."

ok lahh, nth much.

doubt anyone rmb also.

BYE!

tmr wil b a btr day for me and you and everyone!

dun get wreck by what happen ytd as the earth wil stil move on w/o you.

time wil nt stop just because you are sad.

and definitly, none wil stop movin just because youre sad.

&the beauty.

7:16 PM

FAILURE*

duno why suddenly feel this way...

mayb too many things happened...

m i rlly a failure??

hpe not so.

think i m such a failure.

be it in sch, at home or outside.

nt trying to b emo here bt i rlly think so.

hais.

it seems lyk i have change my hobby to crying.

eyes filled with water.

i m nt yawning lahhhhhhhh.

i rather not to exchange thm.

rather b the un-noticeable one.

rather b the quiet one.

rather b th invisible one.

rather than the other way round.

hais, why why why?

theres always someone for everyone.

but why i dun hhave? (as in friend!)

i need a shoulder..

i think i rlly need..

bt theres none..

i think i need one friend tt is deaf.

only thn wil i dare to tell her aall my problems.

我上辈子 do wrong what?

did i owe ur anythings?

did i kil ur family members?

JUST WHAT DID I DO?!

hais!

mayb my 命 meant to b tat 坎坷.

&the beauty.

5:57 PM

STOP HEMMING AND HAWING*

today was a boring day.

oh, and i was about to commit suicide today?

cause of someone. lolololololoolool!

"if you wish to talk to me, please appeal with the hell god."

okay, i know i m lame. -__-

after sch, went to hougang with xing and her mother.

had chicken chop.

and the aunty actually forget to ask us for money.

and we happily walk away.

thn i tel xing. ahh! you forget to paay th aunty.

thn we went back.

we so gooood right?

lololololol!

thn walk ard in hougang mall.

sms eug ask him come over.

thn went to see shaver & perfume.

lololol.

thn after that went home.

took 74 wid eug!

haisss!

so saddeninggg lahh.

but nvm.

kk, nothing much.

history test tmr. ._.

i m nt gona learn.

simply tooooo lazy.

BYE!

&the beauty.

10:03 PM

CONTRADICTING*

m so confused!

&the beauty.

6:50 PM

those memories which i misssss.

th friendship we had. i m staring at her coz i simply love her tt much.

wil this day ever come again?
*shiiii wang*

i missss so many things.

HELLO.
went to study amaths wid john after sch.
ate at th library.
had th chicken leg.
SO NICE LAHH!
okay, slighty know how to do kinematics. [:
lyk wheeee.
thn after tt, went to eat prata.
coz i wana eat ma!
SO NICE CN!
had chessse prata while plain one for john.
thanks so much, john! [:

wa piang.
today is a bad day for me okay!!
reach sch happily.
play daidee early in the morning. ._.
thn after that, my bag spolit!
OMG LAHH!
super sad can. my mood become down. >:
thn walk out of the class, talk to daren thn i turn, bang onto the locker.
ARGHHH.
thn walk back to class from maths, smth happened. -__-
bt i forgot what.
eve was laughing so loudly lahhh.
thn quickly walked back to class.
thn at library(wid john), hp low batt.
nvm.
bt i have got no key and my sis going creative shop. >:
thn used john`s phone to call eug cause i wanted to...
ok fine, dun wana say out.
iya, nth much lahh!

BYE!!

ru guo yu jian geng hao de ren, yi ding yao yong gan qu chase. [:
you give me more than enough*

&the beauty.

5:20 PM

wahhh.
SAVING $$ JUST SUCK SO MUCH.
after lyk 235462 years later, i finally save like 60$.
oh wheee.
bt i spent half of it today. ]:
prehaps i just cnt save $.
yeaps.
spend on food & hair spray!
oh wellll.
i mean i cnt stand it anymore tts why i spend those $.
but now, somehow abit regret.
feel so guilty towards keith!
coz, erm, i duno why lahh!
forget it.
now i have to think about my hp bills again.
zzz*
LET ME PAY OFF MY HP BILLS PLS.
7% gst, you know?

okokokok!
so lyk late today!
all thanks to talking buddy. lololololol.
start my day wid a WIDE smile and ended it wid a ultra SMALL frown. [: & ]:

well, nothing much to say too!
its just my dull dull life. [:

~~bt i have something to roam about.~~
just a lil` bit of unhappinessss.
i know i m ur yan zhong ding.
at least, i think i m.
mayb i just shouldnt appear in there right?
lyk, thy are all so hardworking and i m lyk th only one slacking.
i feel very extra there, you know?
i know i m dumb. i know i m nt hardworking.
i admit i dun even bother to learn.
bt since i m in there, u shld just try to accept me eh?
instead of treating me as invisible.
every lesson, i feel so uninvited.
lyk stay there for an hour just for the sake of attendance.
i wana be lyk those ppl.
bt you just din give me a chance.
you just kept shooting me down.
demoralising me.
yeap, i feel rlly rlly rlly wreck by tis.
and who cn i turn in to?
lyk nobody.

&the beauty.

10:36 PM

life can b tt wonderful.
unexpected things always happppppen.
lololololololololol.
i m nt wreck when you tel me. W-H-Y?
bt i m wreck when i found out myself. ure soo wonderful. [:
bob`s shit is green in colour!
OMG, does tt mean healthy?
lololololol!
<3 bob.

wo xi huan ni bing bu dai biao ni ye hui xi huan wo.
wo mei yao qiu shen mo yin wei zhe shi dan lian.
ni gei wo de ye yi gou duo le. wo hen man yi. [:

&the beauty.

2:25 PM

was so ultra down ytd night.
and was so so so afraid tt i would encounter ghost lahh!
lol. coz its midnight and i was all alone in the room.
when ure down, ure suay.
hmm, so use lappy bt th random internet speed is LOW.
sian 1/2.
so sms ytd night til i fall asleep.
thanks eh! [:
ure the best of the best.
thn mom went in to my room and tried to off the light.
& tis woke me up lahhhh.
i mean, i cant slp w/o light.

wo xiang da cry yi zhang. xiang geng ni shuo, i cant take it anymore.
everything is happening so fast tt i couldnt even breathe.
you just wouldnt know hw wreck i was when i know.

ru guo wo shang xin, ni hui hong wo ma?
ru guo wo de shang xin shi ni zao cheng de, what wil you do?
*shii wang*

&the beauty.

10:40 PM

i use one minute to look at you.
an hour to, erm, know you.
a day to be ur friend.
a month to b ur good friend.
a year to rmb you.
and a lifetime to forget you.

OH! what a great day.
sis&i helped bob to celebrate his lovely bday. [:
oh, hw much i love him!
so rewards him wid treats.
whee. hes so happy!
sang bday song to him and a bday bash. =S
so far, only lyk 2 people wish him happy bday. excludin me!
where has all his "friends" gone to?
*shi wang*
one hour & 15mins left.

i m stil waiting for tt day.
its drawing nearer and nearer.
/excited!

i wana b rich.
as rich as possible.
& th first thing i gotta buy, is an hour of ur day. [:

k lahhh.
bye!

when you love someone til u cant love anymore, there wun b hate, there wil only b love.

&the beauty.

6:01 PM

to WWW:
i`m NOT someone whereby u look for me only when things happen.
we all got used. [she me you he her him]
m lyk, being used by you.

bt well, i m glad i m nt th only one.

at least she think so too.

way rough for you, you act good with me.
way smooth for you, i m invisible.

everyone is a "come and go" friend. [:
does tis sentence sound vvv familiar?

i m referring to you if you dun think so.
i m nt referring to you if u think so.
think more and u`ll act more.
so i would rather you to think less.

& lastly, only one person wish bob happy bday.
YOURE THE BEST!!! [: [wonder if u gonna read tis? =p truly appreciate!]

i m missing alot of ppl!
ppl lyk apr KOH.
ppl lyk eug tan.
lastly, ppl lyk OOO. [:
not to mention xing, coz i m always missing her. lolol!

and apr KOH ps`ed me today!
you must feel guilty if u happen to read this! =p

and gladys heng went out wid chia2 & jing hua. sobbbb.

and eug tan also ps`ed me today!
you ought to feel guilty!
leaving me alone in th rain and stuffffffffffs.

where has my guts ran to?
i wuld love to ask you out bt yea, i was so so so so afraid la!

hmmm, i m a come and go friend too. [:
dun ask too much from me.
i cant guarantee i cn give u tt much.

byeee!

&the beauty.

1:30 AM

两个人一天到晚谈恋爱, 可是谁了解什么才是爱?

你可和别人约会, 只要不让我发现.

只要你一个浅浅微笑, 我就飞得好高.
只要你一个浅浅拥抱, 别管明天好不好.

我对他很失望.
讲不听叫, 不动买鲜花送女生.

不管明天好吗?
你陪我一起到下一站好吗?

&the beauty.

12:44 AM

late watching movie equal to coming home early.
i just reached home. and its lyk 12.45am now. (._.)
i wana watch mignight horror movie very much! [:

harry potter was erm, ok lahhh!
just kp askin qns bout th movie. zzz
so waTch til 10pm.
bt din eat th-very-nice-to-eat western food coz wasnt hungry.
thn wana go starbuck slack bt IT WAS PACKED.
every starbuck was packed lahh! (as in town)
thn wana go ps starbuck.
bt thn, kinda lazy to walk.
so went to mc cafe and slack. zzz
slack til 1130pm thn go home.
in order to catch th last train ma!
one chesse hotdog in exchange for a free ticket.
shaung fan tian le~

things you lose wil come back in some unexpected ways.
zhen de ma?

AHH, i need cramel ice blended very much.

i love chesse hotdog! [:
oh no. i m hungry now.

ANWAY!
MY MUM HENG QI GUAI LAHH!
whats has my o`s gotta do wid her?
she din pay for it.
expect me to get below 15, i m sry.
even if i can get below 15, i din get it for you.
bt which i doubt i cn.
and nv go sch doesnt mean hanging th clothes lahh.
i did sweep th floor and stuffs.
nagging and nagging.
now i know why my dad also come home late.
and why win starting to come home late and go out when she reaches home.
calling her mama mama for the sake of calling.
calling my dad dad coz i love him. [:
i truly love my dad coz hes great. my money tree. (x.x)

ok lahh!
byebye.

&the beauty.

5:41 PM

hellllo!
a shorrrttt post before i make my way out. [:
whee, watching harry potter later and eating th very-nice-to-eat western food.
bt watching potter at lyk, 7.30pm.
so end ard lyk, 10pm.
wil th shop stil b open?
i`ll cry if it isnt! >:
lido shaw house. [:
hpe th show wun bore me.
coz erm, (...)

okok. im guai today lahh!
i do jia wu.
lyk wow.
sweep th floor , wash th plates & wash th clothings.
bt din hang out coz raining.
bt overall, i m guai!

okok, off to town for my harry potter!
byebye.
i gonna bitch again. [:

&the beauty.

8:44 PM

I M LUCKY TODAY!
whee.
i left my handphone in class today. & i din know!
so my handphone was left on th table for lyk 2hours.
and i was attending leadership workshop.
hmm, so glad tt none steal.
if nt i cry lyk siao.
coz it`ll be the er, fourth time i lost my phone in less than 2 years time.
BT I WAS SO LUCKY. YAY! [:
dear god, let me b lucky forever! whee.

AND SO SRY MY DEAR EUG TAN!
hpe ur "mao mao" is fine.
i m just so erm, plainly dumb lahh.
only know hw t play. ]:
hpe u simmer down and nt angry liao.
sobbbbb. dun bu li wo ah.
wo hui cry si.
rlly rlly sryyyy! wun do tt again liao.

hmm, i m nt emo lahh.
just tt i tend to kp things to myself.
tears just flow down as i tel u those things. (TT) cant wait to go away..
kk, bye!

o ya!
ppl who are joing talentimes tmr, JIAYOU!!!

&the beauty.

6:40 PM

OKAY! THIS POST IS FOR EUGENE TAN WHO LEAVE ME ALONE IN THE RAIN!
YES, HES MEAN&BADD!
IF I FALL ILL, ITS HIS FAULT!!
SO PPL, SCOLD HIM FOR LEAVING ME ALONE!!!
sobbb sobbbb.

hello.
shld i go sch on fri?
yes/no
mmmMmm, hard t decide leii.
anyway! fri harry potter. [:
wheeee.

sch was freaking boring.
pfffs.
dunno what th hell m i doing there.
for th sake of attendence?
i guess so.
i have no mood to study at all.
just let me flunk my o`s.

"daidee" make me feel tt i m living in tt sch.

&the beauty.

7:45 PM

talk to ppl whn ure feeling down.
bt why cnt i tel anyone hw m i feelin?
yin wei say le ye mei you yong.
rather not.
er qie wo bu yong ren he ren de tong qing.

telling me tt u know i m sad.
i dun need ur console.
i just need you to vanish.
& nt tt i dun need ur console, bt ure treating me lyk hw u treat her.
but tt turn me offfff to th ultimate.

tian xia wu ya yi ban hei.
yin ai de tai duo, xian zai bu dong yao zhen mo take back.
jiao jiao wo hao ma?
ru guo wo pei ni walk dao zui huo, neng bu neng bu hao fang hand?
lu zhi sheng xia yi dian dian....
sry if i even hate you for him.
i din wan toooo bt (...........).

&the beauty.

4:10 PM

ok. a short post before i play my psp again. :D
harvest moon so fun.
i love my wife, my dog, my cowS, my sheepS, my chickenS and th little boy. [:
THY ALLLLL RAWK MY FARM!

anyway, whats the meaning of random?
i THINK th word "random" is so vain&useless.
only when ppl use it.
ok fine, i m now rlly ~~random~~ to type this.

LET ME BE DAMN RANDOM TODAY OKAYY!
1) i lyk to visit ppl`s blog whether i know thm or nt. or rather, whether i hate/like thm or nt.
2) i lyk to eat wanton mee.
3) i hate garlic. thy suck big time.
4) i always eat what ppl eat if their food manage to tempt me.

bye!

&the beauty.

9:49 PM

i m rotting soon.
zzz.

shld i say i got ps today or i ps ppl?
hmm.

actually wana go bishan and study but wang zhi ps me.

yea, and i was so lazy t travel to th "sleeping land" so i just stayed at home all day long.
BT ITS FREAKING BORING~
so watch vcd all day long coz no more scv. (T.T)
psp also at my sis there. SOB!
my life is getting more and more dull.

AHH! i wana play mahjong. >:
has been begging ppl to play wid me!
bt none wan.
ROARR;
and my mother also kp rejecting me. (T.T)
and always can listen dao mahjong tiles sound.
not my illusion okay!

MONEY, HERE I M! (:
& I LOVE WANG ZHI ALOT!

dog fight today. =D
wid my bob.
thinking tt he cn win.
his too naive lahh.
zzz.
hw could a dog win a human?
madnessssss.

&the beauty.

2:37 AM

sleepless night for 97959697 nights.
i m very sleepy now. (._-)
but i cant get to sleeep.
__ my brain. S=

let it end, i m serious.

i dun lyk u anymore.

let my tears be th witness.

mei hao de hui yi, wo hui wang ji.

mei hao de ni, wo wang bu liao.

AHH, sleeping pills needed urgently~

&the beauty.

10:45 PM

being impassive doesnt mean unhappy.
somehow, it brought me happiness. <:

爱在那堆粪!! ((:

shuai ge zai na li.
shuai ge zai na li.
SHAUI GE ZAI NA LI.

&the beauty.

9:19 PM

WO HEN BU KAI XIN.
WO XIANG SHA REN.
WO KAN CUO REN LE.
ZHE JI NIAN LAI ZHEN DE HEN XIN GU.
DAN WO MEI FANG QI, YIN WEI WO JUE DE ZHI DE.
DAN XIAN ZAI, WO HEN HUO HUI.
NI YI BIAN LE.
WO QUE MEI BIAN.
WEI SHEN MO TA YAO XIAN ZAI CHU XIAN?
WEI SHEN MO NI DUI TA SHI ZHAN BU JUE KOU?
ER DUI WO QUE SHI LENG LENG QING QING?
WO ZHI DAO, WO SHEN MO DOU ZHI DAO.
WO ZHEN DE HAO XING GU.
MING MING SHOU HAO LE YAO FANG XI DAN SHI YI KAN DAO NA JIAN SHI, WO FA XIAN WO ZHUO BU DAO.
NI ZAI YE BU XU YAO WO.
DAN WO NEH?
WO XIANG SHOU DE SHI, WO MEI BIAN!
BIAN DE REN SHI NI.
YE XU SHI WO MEN DUO MEI BIAN.
MENG XIANG SHI ZHONG YAO JIE SHU~

&the beauty.

7:44 PM

she believe in retribution. ((:
& it just a matter of time.
*karma*
even if there isnt, i`ll make one if god allow me to.
i m a scorpion.
and know wadd are we best in?
its "ji chou".
i stil rmb what happened.
you may forget about it but sry, i stil rmb.
every small little things.
its all in my mind.

anyway!
i think i m one person tt lyk to act dao to friend.
ahhaa! went amk hub after sch alone.
saw ss and i know he saw me but i actually act lyk no.
no tt i dun wana say hi but feel kinda odd!
and its lyk so long nv see each other liao.
so mayb i m afraid tt he`ll dao me so i rather i dao him than he dao me.
thn receieved a sms from him.
*beep beep*
oh, its him! (and i act as iif i din sees him too. =S)
its suay too see ss.
coz i realise i forgottenn to bring my key today and was lock outside.
sob sobbb.
play dai dee ALONE.
player 1 was me. player 2 was me. and bla bla.
and theres him accompany me to sms.
so yeap, thanks!
bt even funnier is that, i rmb what dear gal told me about him before!
is he rlly tt kind of person? o.O!
o well.
not lyk i rlly care. (:

big ear jiu big ear..
i dun care..
its nt lyk the first time you saying about me also..
bt i just cant do the same thing to you. coz i understand hw you`ll feel. so i
rather to act lyk nth lyk tt.
hais.
life`s boring.
i need $ urgently.
hp bills and stuffs.
OMG!!

&the beauty.

6:18 PM

你们大家好!
今天情绪不是很好.
因为环绕我人所有情绪不好?
或者我一直是 impassive？
我累了.
真正疲劳了.
任何人能够 help 我吗？
总是是我使人变得高兴, but why not vice verse?
为什么人不能操心其他人？
我不是出愤怒桶!!
愿望人在做之前将考虑多么其他感觉.

&the beauty.

8:40 PM

我很努力地在尝试不要让我的眼泪向下流动.
为什么你不是在这里使我高兴起来？
但是不要紧，你忙于你自己的事情.
但还希望你在我旁边.
原因是在我想你.
"她"是幸福的.
.
.
.
.
你是高兴的吗？

&the beauty.

11:09 PM

today is 777.
th live earth day.
omg.

i have alot of fun today! <:

firstly, 2 creatures came to my hse today afternoon.
omg. i feel so inferior.
coz my hse is lyk, so, erm, kns.
thn bob bark at thm.
and hes scare of thm! (x.x)
my xiao hum ji bobby.
BT HES CUTE!!!!!!!!!

secondly, i met up wid darlin xing.
yesyes.
we actually wana go to s`pore poly for th open house bt ended up, no.
so we went to holland v instead.
and brought some stuffffs.
eug is lyk a gal!
looking out for clothings there.
lol!
and ended up, he brought 2 shirts.
suit him! [:
while xing and me get a jacket.

thirdly, I PLAY DAI DEE!
ahahha. dun say i du gui.
play dai dee with heidi and her bf in th bus.
lucky i did win. YAY!
thn went to kei`s hse, play again.
bt din win. =/
so sucky.

fourthly, i ate KFC.
my favourite food in earth.
weee.
bt prices increased.
SOBBBB!

i rlly enjoy myself today!
bt reached home, saw things which i shldnt see.
bt wel, i dun care la!

O YA! and i found myself a job.
and salary is lyk 6 cans of whatever monthly?
lol!

&the beauty.

3:03 AM

cant get to sllp. walaoz.
i can go die liao!
bt heaven is meant for da ren wu and hell is for xiao ren wu bt its bloodddy hot.
you know, i hate to sweat!
so next time, i hpe i cn b a polar bear. and wid my huge body, i`ll be the second sun wu kong. just tt location wil b different. =D
i`ll hunt keith and take away all his $$ and foooood. (WOW!)
i`ll hunt daren and take away all his, erm, mahjong tiles? (LOL!)
i`ll hunt eugene and take him away to accompany me. (wahahahahhaa!)
i`ll hunt yw and erm, say hi? idk.
i`ll hunt xing and take her away too!
i`ll hunt ms and take away her grandma so tt she cn cook for me. (o.O!)
i`ll hunt aiai and erm, play wid her. (sound wrong!)
AND I`LL DEFINITELY HUNT MELVAN ONG AND TAKE AWAY HIS VOICE. and make my house into a ktv lounge.

everyone is getting more and more aloof.
everyone is living wid a mask.
you wouldn't wanna know what it looks like beneath the ~~angel~~ mask.
kindness come with motive.
beware!
nan dao shi jie zhen de mei you simple de ren le ma?

walaoz.
and i so wrecked. (T.T)
thot i m smart when i m nt.
thot no one wil see it whn everyone saw it.
suddenly think i m so dumbbb!!
black and black = invisible.
what bout black and white?
its visible.
TAG THIS IN MY BLOG TO GET A PRIZE. ONLY FOR TH FIRST PERSON WHO TAG TIS MESSAGE ONLY!
"gugubird"
you all suck. sobbb!

&the beauty.

9:53 PM

B ->小鬼 G ->萱 T -> 小鬼 & 萱
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
B:是你在那个雨季走进我生命
带着一点任性和温柔的表情
G:是你在那个雨季赶走了孤寂
温暖的笑容换我仅有的甜蜜
B:天上一万颗星星我却只看见你
你说这是幸运还是不可思议
G:身边有太多风景我却停在这里
说我傻的可以还不是因为你
B:是你的声音
G:带给我勇气
B:恋爱的频率
G:直到我心底
B:如果你愿意
G:是的我愿意
T:带着我幸福主的旋律
B:从前的实际
G:现在我相信
B:天空会放晴
G:爱会更甜蜜
B:如果你愿意
G:是我的愿意
T:爱的主旋律永远唱下去

weee, my new blog song. (:
only nw thn i think its nice. (=.-)
anyway!! any new nice songs to intro?
i dun wan put tis song for long. =/

&the beauty.

9:10 PM

today wass ultra boring. >:

regretted nt going to sch and pangseh my gfs.

I M SO SRY!!

its nt my fault. its my (...) fault okay! so ur shldnt blame me.

bt i very hou hui also la!

coz at home is ultra boring.

so i wish for th sky to b dark asap so tt it`ll b morning again and i cn go out.

OMGG!

i stil cnt get over shang zhi. ]=

th Mr. great guy. (:

and my Mr. right.

lolololololol!

if only theres someone lyk him.

bt welll, there isnt.

if only shang zhi play bball.

that would b p-e-r-f-e-c-t.

lololololololol!

HES CUTE.

negative comment on bobby is NOT welcome.

bbiee!

you are being misssssss by me. =/ & being bad-mouth by me too.

&the beauty.

8:52 PM

youre always beside me.
what mre cn i ask for?
bt ur heart is nt wid me.
sch was fine today.
had extra lesson.
boring
til lyk 5pm.
OMG! and last lesson was maths.
and wee.
ms ng tmr have t attend hits and tis means freedom.
so guess i m nt schooling tmr. <:
so melvan ong, dun miss me! and dun b late anymore! & i dun wan you to get suspendedddd!
so after sch, i took out my new year poker cards and find 3 ppls to play dai dee with me.
WALAOZ.
THY ALL SORE ONE LA! (><)
starting was great coz i m winning.
at least din lose.
bt ending suck.
lose lose lose. >=
and tt stupid bob and eve kept "yay`ing"
sob sobbbb.
i dun lyk thm!
thm as in, DAR`EN CHAN, THREEE PRAWNS(bob aka ms), YONG YUAN BU YING(evelyn).
thy all are sore, sore, and stil sore. (T.T)
and th last rd.
MY CARS WERE GREAT.
ROYAL FLUSH LEIII.
bt teacher came in and everyone went back to their own seat.
RLLY WAN KILL PPL TT TIME AR!
nvm.
next tue, dai dee again wid my new year card.
(:

so s.s lesson went to sit wid my eugene.
thn bob come and di siao our "two ppls world"
thn darling xing came over too. [=
bt shes into her harry potter and the half blood prince.
talking bout harry potter, i was mad over him before.
ahaha!
and spent $$ kpt watching th same movie with different people.
bt nt anymore.
thn s.s teacher was lyk saying eug always have th accompanies of girls ard him.
=D hes popluar!

chemistry went to the lab and did experiments.
scary eh!
concentrated acid. OMG!
could destroy you.

maths.
ms ng going thru transformation which i find it boring. =/
and she said; if you ever stop doing maths, no matter hw good you are in the past, you`ll stil b noob in it.
and i agreeee!
and regretted re-taking th stupid emaths.
pfffffs.
wana leave amaths and emaths!
KNOW HW TERRIBLE MY MATHS IS?
its lyk shit.
mayb shit is even btr. >:

thn went home.
walk wid zj and eve.
AND SAW MY GFS & BF AT TH TUNNEL THERE.
so happy!!
thn chit chat with thm.
and soon separated.
thy left me wid eve.
hw could thm? sobbbb.

o ya.
and i was late for sch today.
cnt tottally blame mel ong i guess.
bt we were both on time.
as in, our time.
must b th jam tt cause us t b late!
thn wrote down our names.
th fourth time.
thn saw junior joesph.
hes so busy waving hands to the those late comers which is his friends.
hpe no more late coming to sch anymore!!

i wana go K.
i wana play mahjong and get my 13 odds.
i wana play dai dee and get back my royal flush.
i wana go hougang blk 25 for my stuffs.
i wana go arcade and play tt bball game and tt bishy bashy and tt drum mania.
i wana eat steamboat.
i wana eat black pepper crab.

and tmr dongs going makan tgt.
no more seoul. >:
its cafe cartel.
thot i lyk it but prefer seoul.
I WAN EAT STEAMBOAT!
and bbq food!
forget it.
but wel, i might ps!
and if i do, i m so sry darlings!

and i wish t b a maths tutor for p1 to p3 kids!
so coool.
but i cant.
coz i m a noob in maths.
pfffffs!

&the beauty.

9:31 PM

mums nagging & scolded the word "cb".
eldest sister got irritated by her.
and second sister got frustrated by sis.
while bob waiting for his dinner.
and i, wana get out of this house asap.

frankly speaking, i think i can live perfectly well w/o my mum.
bt i cant live w/o my dad.
hes th guy tt gave me money.
mum say, she duno what wil happen to th house when shes gone.
i told her nt to worry cause it`ll stil b th same.
bt she dun believe.
whats there to dun believe?
tts th fact.
for so many years, i live by myself.
dun get what i mean?
thn too bad.
she din contribute much either.
hmmm.
th best gift my mum even gave me is bbobbbbby.
life would b so meaningless w/o him.
i do talk to him. hes just lyk my younger bro.
if god allow me to chose, i would chose bobby rather than my mum.
i know tis sound very mean bt bob accompany me more than her.
"blood is thicker thn water."
sry bt i dun believe in this.
if this is true, why would ppl abandon their own parents?
i wish to get out of my sec 5 life asap.
and work and earn $.
$ is everything.
money could shut everyones mouth.
at th very least, i think so!
if none spend th effort to unite us, thn dun panick whn things is out of ur control.

是你变或者我的期望增长？
answer me.

&the beauty.

2:35 PM

just what m i thinking whn i m singing tt song?
bt i m nt singing for him.

why bother being my asshole whn shes ur sweet little ?
why are you always lyk tt?
dun give her hpe my dear friend.
mayb u din know tt.
bt i know sonner or later, she`ll b falling for you.
and mayb ur might get tgt.
bt it wouldnt last. (:
i know i m mean lahh. (><)

sch was alright.
i love to praise ppl eh?
Melvan is definitely cute when his ears turn redd!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!

out of a sudden, i feel lyk going sentosa. (:
wid all my good good friends!
just like the past....

kk, bye!

&the beauty.

8:13 PM

just wish to make a short post.

uhm, hpe tt you wil nt misinterpret my gestures.
and thinking that i have change.
i m back to sq one again.
bt i m rlly hurt by your small small small gerstures.
i just wana say, YOU SCREWED UP MY LIFE.
and its weird at hw i allow you to.
ok, sry bt i rlly just wish to voice out my unhappiness.
you`restilinmyheart.
ok, i m a gal wid a big foot.
SOBBBB!
stupidd claudine stop laughing at me!

oh! saw some juniors today at np.
ahahhaa! so coincidence eh?
(:

&the beauty.

7:27 PM

CHOMP CHOMP.
sting ray, sting ray, sting ray & stil sting ray.
geeeees.
BT I DIN EAT MY ORH LO. (><)
forget it.
chomp chomp nt rlly tt nice bt its stil nice!
weeee.
i love to eat.
i love foooood.

today went t th dog fair at nee south cc.
dogs, dogs & dogs.
I LOVE BOB TH MOST!
thanks t those who came!
i love you all!
i love gladys.
i love daren.
i love keith.
i like yw.
know why for yw i said like?
coz he gt yw liao ma! (:

okok!
happy youth day everybody!

&the beauty.