Mr. Bobby & Mr. Gucci <3

Sunday, December 30, 2007

10:15 PM

i don wana smoke. ]:
i really dun wan smoke. ]: ]:
i dun wan to have craving for the "stick" .
always feel so tempted when Zak Tan smoke.
why wil i feel tempted?
i always hate smoker. i always hate it when my dad smoke yet nw..... sighs.
but i m just curious at why ppl say smoking can shoo away ur trouble.
curiosity killed the cat.
but will it kil me?

replies.
daren; huh.. what noob! i m pro. :D
wei liang; pls. money can BUY love lor. if you are rich, i believe she* will fall in love with you.
eug; no lah! just a random thots! :D no lah! is we all childish. nt yet tt mature!
keith; eh! the lower part is for Zak Tan lah. not u. you are just the upper part. :D and its just love afterall!

&the beauty.

1:54 AM

MONEY CAN BUY EVERYTHING...

like why? no doubt money can buy everything. i mean, it can even buy happiness. fuck off with the fucking thinking that money cant buy happiness. accept the fucking fact pls. simple life got ruined by money. because of money, life gets complicated. ppl became more despise. where have those "angel" gone to? thy were once so innocent. (when thy were a small baby [:) as we get older, we got more trouble. can we just stay simple forever? or rather, naive. if only all the earthlings were as naive as they were when they was a baby. when we accidentally bump into the wall, our parents will hit the wall as to console us. and we actually can smile back thinking that the wall has gotta its retribution. like HAHAHA. yet i rather life is forever like that. i just want a simple life, can you give me that?
"i yearn for a father who don smoke nor drink.
i yearn for a mother who ask details for my daily life."

whites lies are also lies.

when ppl are naive, we say them retard/dumb. (so its actually good if i ever say ure retard. =p)
when ppl are scheming, we say them scary/mad.
yet i yearn for every earthlings to be retard.
at least this ease me.
cause they dun have a motive for being my friend. (HAHAHAHAHA!)

my secondary sch friends are all so pure. :D mayb except for one or a few. why pure? not tht because we are stead less, but because we use heart to communicate with each other. :D ppl like keith. AHAHAHHAA! he may love $ but however, i believe hes true. and Zak Tan. however, i feel tt hes naive. and perhaps he yearn for a parents who will ask details about his daily life too. mayb he smoke to attract his parents attention? glad tt he wouldn't read my blog. so like whee. [:

ppl who tried trying their real mask in front of you just make me pity them. yet i fall in love with one! AHAHAHAHAHAHA! no, i shld say once cause i dun like him anymore! [: (white lies?) and that person is someone. like obviously, i wouldn't type out his big name here. just for laugh btw! i dun like faker. off you go! if you re gonna lie to me, at least make tt particular lie prefect. dun leave hole here and there. the feeling is unbearable when you realise that its all lies!

btw! i got this random thought when i m chatting wid Aiai over one of our close friend bro`s death recently. and i got the same contact colour as her. SHES GREEN ONE WHAT! as i thought yet it become grey. and we gotta find one day go drink kopi which is coffee bean. LOL! caramel ice blended, here i m. but fuck! i can finish a cup in less than an hour. but whatever it is, i gonna meet up wid her. and obviously, the other two dongs. LOL! :D

ahh! Christmas day has passed! which means, lesser customers. ]: which mean, lesser sale. FROWN*

ask yourself, if ure willing to naive?

i wish million of replies will be YES. [:

i wana play bball at bishan with feis + dongs.

jio me out, would ur?

i promise not to pangseh anymore. ]:

totally regretted ps ur in the past.

suddenly rmb those days when we play bball for almost everyday. the "7-11" days. [: even during exam period. :D and i just rmb...

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its all about relationship that my happy days gone!

will it still be the same if tt time april rejected liow?

will it still be the same if we nv ton at daren`s hse?

whateverwhateverwhateverwhateverwhateverwhateverwhateverwhateverwhateverwhatever

ppl who goes on relationship just suck! (fine, i guess i m just plain jealous.)

AND BYE FUCKERS. (a random rude thoughts.)

FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK.

&the beauty.

10:49 PM

broke;
broke;
broke;
broke;
broke;

aww! i regret spending money like water nw!
but hey! lets see what i brought. [:
1) face shop masks. 3 for $10 (hpe kerlise/winnie wun use it [:)
2) misty grey contact lens + solution. $30
3) food that cost more than $40.
4) hp bills of $70.

2 days and i spent 150$. aww, my heart hurts so much! ]:

&the beauty.

12:46 AM

MERRY CHRISTMAS! [:

whee. got present from seniors. Arron gave me the white Guess watch. and oh my god, i simply love it to death. its the one i wanted and he gave me it to! can you believe it? I CANT. almost cry okay! i mean, i was tooo surprise. and aww, i cant hide it anymore. i think i m falling in love with him. or mayb i have alrdy? NO!! hes married. Esther Liang, pls wake up! ah fat gave me La Senza stuff. hehee! and Winnie gave me Meiji green tea chocolate. [: kuo yao treated us turkey, ham and all. and Sebastian Tan ah pek gave me marks and Spencer's shower gel. LOL! i think almost all of the seniors are GREAT, AWESOME. especially Arron. this year might be one of the best christmas day i ever had. (cause nv celebrate wid my love one before!)

24/12/07
went slack wid yw, sy and yw`s friends. took cab home after that. WOW! i only pay abit. thanks to yw and sy. walked to ps from orchard. they brought spray. lol! then from ps back to orchard. AND KNN, SAW ZAK TAN ON THE WAY! and he sprayed me! damnnnnnnn. thn revenge and got stop by those police. but hey, i aint violent okay! and Zak Tan lost 40$. see lah, retribution.

25/12/07
work was hell today. customers are all monkey. sorry if i sounded mean but thats the blooddy fact. Iris and Ryan was flirting all the way throughout the day. this send a chill down my spine! and eww! and was telling Winnie how great Arron was. and Winnie agree with everything i said. can i have a husband like Arron in the late future? Andy was so funny today. mayb due to the special "cup". HAHAHA! and hes one maple freak too. thn ask him to help me fold those clothing after work cause too much for me to fold! and Ryan thinks that i like Andy just because i helped Andy to "carry the black pot". LOL! went amk eat wid eugene, sy, yw and melvan after that. [: thn home sweet home.

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and i receieved my pay slip! LIKE WHEE. [:

and i hate that i love you so much. :D

&the beauty.

1:42 AM

work was retard today. prolly due to that retard noe wei. kept calling me Esther Leong when i m Esther Liang. got wrong bag for customer and she ask for a refund. Lucky Rizal was there to help me! :D and of course, got chided abit by him too! and Sebastian gave me Christmas present! lol! and he asked me to get him boxer as Christmas gift as i picked him. buying a boxer is like so indecent! DAMN! went home wid Zak and stephanie after work which i was force to. wanted to emo home yet Zak asked me to go home with thm. let me be the lightbulb! damn. kuo yao thy all came back to work for 4 hours today. kuo yao crushed my dream of a white prince cause he wore white t-shirt with a white skinny. >: Elaine was here too. and i guess shes in a good mood. why? cause she smile at me and all. and i got phobia for human beings. i knw its ridiculous but i m not kidding! mayb due to the number of people i have been seeing since 10/11.

Eliza, Aiai, Tortise gang came down today! <:
love thm so much!
and erm, crap alot with Aiai. shes stil so nosey lah! IYO.

thrill is gone when you got it. :D

&the beauty.

8:32 PM

" 不公平就是不公平！
为什么子聪做了这么多胜雪还是看不到？
为什么她只看到沈若赫？"

the same goes to everybody.

i have got hell loads of things to blog yet i dun wana blog it all out.
family block kit Kat. ;p
honey pearl milk tea.
those words from seniors.
i guess my childishness got replace by those maturity on wed.
and for those who exactly knw what happened, thanks alot.
especially "family block kit Kat"! :D

and whee!
got customer compliment me that "i m cute and funny!"
and wada compliment that "i m so funny!"

happiness and sorrow all within Paragon Guess. [:
happiness and sorrow within THOMSON. [: (so random)

and whheeee!
tmr supper is sting ray.
at youth park.
anyone care to tag along?

bitch + jerk.

stil the same old great combination.

-_____-

&the beauty.

10:13 PM

randomly tell me that you will support me, will you?

i feel so loser now. )x

&the beauty.

1:17 PM

WHEE~
nothing can describle my mood now. [: i skipped work today but have to get MC. so later going poly clinic and get fake MC. hope i can get two days MC! :D woohooooo. i dun wana work anymore! WORKING IS SO ULTRA TIRING~ (T.T) no work equal to no income. HMMM! hack ah!

and i finally dye my hair alrdy? lol! guava pink but i think that its golden-brown. (-.-) and erm, i used finsih the whole bottle with such a short hair. geeez.. now is to get contact lens. WOOOHOOO! and my wishlist gets shorter by abit.

say you love me yo. [:

&the beauty.

2:10 AM

i fucking wana quit GUESS.
but sound so loser to quit due to Ryan Tan.

-not in good mood.

&the beauty.

1:20 AM

HELLO! [:

grr.
my hp bill is like 75$! __ and i send roughly about 1875sms. bloddddy hell. how did i manage to send that much when i got no bf? kerlise say thats why i can flirt around. (-.-) but yea, omg. i just wana faint okay! i m like so broke alrdy hor! i wan my salary now now now!

ryan senior picks on me. sigh, tell me how can i work with such a senior. working is so tiring. and i fucking grow big big big blister on my feet which is so fucking pain. (T_T) i dun wana work when ryan is working~ just kill me if u wan me to work with him. LOL! he love bullying me.

so like, my hair is SHORT now. lol! expect neo wei to laugh at my hair but he nv! =p i m stil not use to my hair. sigh! been three days alrdy lor! omg. I WILL GET USE TO IT!! [:

and i cant wait to DIY my hair. MELVAN ONG, if u read this post of my, sms me!! if not, i gonna PS liao. LOL. but i m like so broke.

i dun wana supper anymore. supper = broke + fats.

i m done wid those crap shit.
i wana slp soon! [:
like, nites!

&the beauty.

1:28 AM

i think GAYS are like so utter cute. :D
cause i m like seeing gay almost everydat.
LOL! but nevetheless, some gay are like so utter cute.

meet up wid yw&sy after work for supper.
at this rate, i m going FAT&BROKE.
so many ppl working in town lah!
i must find them one day during my break. [:
which is like, so hard! cause i always eat during break.

EUGENE IS A BIG FAT LIAR! (><)

&&&& i miss you. [:

&the beauty.

12:38 AM

i duno what to blog.
and everything i blog, gonna be about Guess.
so yea, i rather not to blog. [:

more mj session pls. :D
i love FEIS.
whopsssssss.
cause thy visited me today. & WHEE, so i love them.
and thy accompany me to eat buddy meal.
we are buddy, so we eat buddy meal.
LOLOLOLOLOL!

"XOXOXOOXOXOXOXO"

&the beauty.

11:48 PM

i LOVE all the part timers especially wada, my lunch partner. [: yet i like those full timers.
SALES PERIOD, darm tiring. and i m in charge of shoes&bags. :D ok lah, quite like it. but always have to climb here and there just to hunt for that shoe or bag. and the real reason why i like is becoz ITS NEAR THE WATCH. so like, can serve customer that wana buy watch. help arron! but he got a ben ben assistance. ANND THE NAME IS NEO WEI. lol! first thing that come into my mind, neo yeow wei. (-_-) but neo wei is kind off retard. & like to say "excuse me". and kp saying i m free when i m more busy than him! and erm,say my hand short and i m short. GRR! is just tt he happen to be tall and have long hands. thn he ask me when is my off day but i didnt tell him. =p ok lah, got neo to entertain me when i feel bored. mayb cause he live in east/south while i north. so everything he said seems so weird and funny. "chestnut drive secondary" sound like a food to me more than a sch. =/

AHH! blisters all ard my feet. and i buying this 255$ white watch. but thinking. its like very hard to decide! i LOVE it yet its WHITE. so easy dirty lor. plus sebastian have that watch. (-__-) and my maciano black skinny. sigh. I CANT FIT IN! omg. the cutting is like so fucking small okay. i going to let arron take the sale if i m buying the watch and not neo. =p

cant wait to dye my hair!
cant wait to buy my contact lens!
i wan dye reddish-brown hair!
i wan red / hazel colour contact lens!
WHEEEEEEE~

&the beauty.