Mr. Bobby & Mr. Gucci <3

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

12:42 PM

delighted. (=

went liquid bar with yeewen, desmond, kelvin, rachel and steven. (=
open a bottle of martell and we all finished it by 3am.
played five-ten with kelvin and he say i not bad in it even though i looked retarded. =.="
wonder shld i be glad or wreck.
poor desmond got forced to drink martel when he just wanted to drink plain coke ;P
i even ask desmond to bottom up with me.
that night was insane. i was high but not drunk like yeewen.
rachel and desmon was uber funny.
rachel was smoking outside and desmond pointed her middle finger then rachel showed him back the "fuck me" handsign.
then after that i took desmond hand and help him do the "fuck me" handsign to rachel and rachel say not today, having pms.
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
told desmond to wear jeans more often, dont wear spec and bla bla bla so to look younger.
when about to go home, touched everyone forehead, it was hot.
just like having fever.
guess that the side effect of drinking.
somehow, i guess i did alot of stupid action ytd night. =.="
told desmond wat happen in the night was in the night.
the next day everrything will be the same again (=
it was fun hanging out at liquid bar.
*cheeeers*

dont hug anyone for loneliness

but why m i doing that?

and why are u doing that?

yet why everyone is doing that.

&the beauty.

1:38 PM

chalet days. *FAINT* taken before we drink or after? =D

anyway! my loves in EI0805. [=

FENGJOOYU&CINDYNG IS LOVED BY ESTHERLIANG. <3>

&the beauty.

12:22 PM

BEWARE!! long post ahead. =DDD

WOW! slept for like 24hours due to my illness. uber saddening. its like, Monday after work took 852 home. feel like vomiting when i m in the bus but nvm, bear with it. alighted and the urge is getting stronger so WHILE walking to the mrt station, i vomited and i have to bear with it till i got into the loo. *SCREAM* went home and thot i will be fine but hell no. Mum cooked steamboat and there am i, sitting in front of it but no appetite to eat anything so Mum asked me to go to bed so i went to bed. woke up at ard 9pm to take out my contact lens cause i cant and should not sleep with it but to my horror, i vomited once again and starting to have fever. took my hp and saw 6 smses. maddening right? everyone love to sms me at the same time. so its like, my hp is either extremely quiet or extremely noisy. =DD anyway, this aint important. so i didn't have my dinner and went to rest for that day. at night was maddening. shouting for help in my heart. cause i didn't want to alarm anyone. but i did something bad. i went out and had a cup of zapple. =DD it was cooling and uh, it did more harm to me. =.=" anyway, sis didn't went to sch for the next day to take care of me. she even brought duck porridge for me to eat as my lunch but i only had a few mouths cause i have got no appetite. and thn slp, wake up, slp and wake up. then went to bath at 6plus and after bathing, feel much better. =DDD thn dad brought dinner home for me. soup with noodles but as usual, ate a bit only cause ain't nice. bleah! then went to sleep and next day went to work but still, having cough.

i hate to be sick!
i don't wan, don't wan and still don't want to be weak! ;P

its nice to be sick. (=
cause everyone dote on you so much!

baby gucci is so sweet uh. =D he wake me up this morning with his fur and bell but i still chose to ignore him THEN he bark like nobody business! wth! what a cute dog i have. thn put him down to roam ard the house so i can have more sleep (who will complain having more sleep?) then lure him into his cage and LOCKED him! *eevil grin*

=DD
woohoo.
bday coming soon!
in another 48days!
and i m so glad tat i can change my retro hp before my bday.
and can someone give me 18 cola lollipop as my bday gift? =D
wishing hard that people do rmb my bday... ):

&the beauty.

9:07 PM

AHH! i really wish i can blog everything out HERE!! everything is driving me insane. like seriously. )=

work, sch and family problem.
grrr.
how miserable can life be?
oh lord, if life is meant to be miserable so that i can grow up to be strong, i rather i m weak.
oh lord, just grant me one of my wishes and i will be contended.
and my one wishes will be "happiness"
havent heard of it real long ever since baby bob leave me.
*5 months and 5 days* and stil counting.
life is nothing but complains.

next week only working cathay on sunday.
UHM UHM UHM!!
i wana work more days but i guess i shld give myself a break to everything.
like EVERYTHING.

forget it!
i musnt get over emotional huh. =D
cause life still goes on no matter what..
so must stay positive. =DD

&the beauty.

10:29 PM

i dont want to talk like a bee cause it means talkative. )=
*HEART-BROKEN*
if given a choice, i hope i can be quiet. more gentle and all. =D
but thats is if given ONE choice lar..

oh my... =D
nowadays wearing pants to work. seriously its pant. look super retarded lor )= but bo bian cause have to so i have decided to alter it to skinny so it wont look that weird eh.. i guess and hope so! oh my oh my.. looking retarded is the last thing i want to be. but i know i will nv be ranked 1st cause CHENG MEISEN is the number 1 in everyone's heart. XDD

tired. =DDDDD but life still goes on..

&the beauty.

1:11 PM

i just feel like saying: "ANDY YEK" out of a sudden.
and bash him up and leave him in geylang and get bang by those "chickens".
laugh!
i m being really random now.
but thats my urge for now.

my life is full of weirdos.

what to do? =DDD

-but they make my life so high at times

&the beauty.

1:04 PM

WOW.. i ate hor fun just now. hor fun is something which i rather starve to death then to eat it cause it contains GARLIC. and to my horror, the hor fun that i ate contain super duper uber lots of garlic and obviously, i didnt eat finish it. and i swear the hor fun was really nice. (= in terms that, it brings up my body temperature. muahhaa! but well, i wont eat it AGAIN cause it fucking contain the fucking garlic. aww, thats so Esther Liang who typed all these.

certainly, absolutely believe in rainbow after "downpour" (:
keep going;
thats life.
*keep rocking*

ytd before i getting ready to slp, received a sms from Shijie. [: which make me feel delighted. sometimes i guess, a random sms make ur mood goes high abit. i guess i know why he text me that sms even thou he didnt say anything but thanks. deeply appreciated!

chatted with Cindy on msn. she let me feel so loved by her! (=

jooyu&stanley too! [:

& xiao di, Martin!!

and not forgetting my besti, Gladys Heng. [:
and not forgetting our date with fish&co!!!!

i dono why but i just feel like posting all these out!
ilu [:

guess what.
i feel like vomitting now.
the garlic smells seems to be lingering around my mouth.
m i thinking too much?
whatever it is, garlic suck big time.

baby bob asked me not feel wrecked.

prolly thats what keep me going.

cause hes thre whenever i need him.

&the beauty.

2:55 PM

3 words; 1 meaning; yet so complicated.

so glad i aint into male.
yet not into female either.
(=
yet so into Mr. Bobby.

life's nv easy

ahh, FUCK!

no wonder,

i m flooding myself with workload.

&the beauty.

12:42 PM

if only, the wind didnt mind helping me blow away all my troubles.
that's if only.

i dont feel like working in cathay anymore.
everything went wrong out of a sudden.
well, just listen to me say cause i know i wont quit cathay T_T
cause i want extra income.

unhappy. ]= Andy ask me to drink water and go to bed. tmr everything will be fine.
i believe it so i m going bed now. (=

wo dui ni de gan xiang, all on the piece of cathay napkins(:

"qi shi wo xiang shou ni ren hen hao; qi shi................................"

i cnt type all here cause ppl might know its you if i type too much.

but fa xian, i really love u so much as a friend.

if only i can tell you :p

&the beauty.

12:32 PM

ouch;
i can feel the pain even thou it wasnt targeted on me.
life is never easy, u know?
its not always sunshine after rain
sometimes, its downpour after rain.
hopeyouwillbefine,afterall(:

working fri(night), sat(mid shift) and sun(morning) is really cool! (:
everyone is so uber nice!
i found a way to leave concess but i m being pulled back again T_T
please DONT.
i m happy with minibar and bc (=

-______-"
cant stand him..
seriously cant stand him..
cant stand him drinking coffee..
cant stand him thinking its fun to di siao..
cant stand his thinking..
a very weird uncle...
seriously weird uncle...
yet with a kids' mindset =p

been playing with "SLIME" at cathay recently.
hehehee!
so fun..
found this real cool thing when working in minibar..
was it the weird uncle who lent me his??
or was it azhari?
i forget but thats aint important. [:
what important was i had fun playing with it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wheeee.

busy like a bee.
quiet like a mute.

&the beauty.

12:16 PM

Mr. Bobby saying "HELLO" to everyone(:

and for those who love/miss him deeply, fret not, he will be coming back when he had enough fun outside.

cause my love will get him home(:

lilmissbobdog <3>

~~ifoneday,iainttearinganymore,itsimplyjustmeansthat,allmytearshasbeenusedupbyu.~~

"sadness is the source for happiness"

cruel yet so true;

&the beauty.

12:12 PM

flu, cough & slight fever ]:

well, basically, i feel like having fish porridge now. i m like, shivering now. ]:

imagine you just randomly texted someone and told that someone that ure are sick and yearning for fish porridge, and that someone reply saying: "i'll buy for u(: see you soon! BUT delivery charges applied*"

sweet, isnt it?

AND WELL.... before anyone misunderstood, sweet because u dont have to make ur own way just to buy the fish porridge and not anything else. (= well, its really sweet to me cause i m really lazy to go buy myself.

thinking back.
i think i cant and shouldnt eat sakae.
cause everytime i had sakae sushi, the next day i will feel ill.
cool, isnt it?
curse or something? idk.

tue went to bishan sakae sushi with cindy [:
and we keep gossiping.
spent 1.5hrs in there and total bill was : $44
we only have 11 normal plate and one soft shell crab.
do u think its ex?
well, i feel that its kinda ex cause i could have fish&co if i top up another like, $20! )=
and fish&co is sooo filling and delicious. (oh ya, my favourite food is FISH!")
but anyway!
cindy footed the bill and off we go.
wanted to use my nets cause i didnt have cash with me (as usual) but she say use hers cause bla bla bla.
then went homesweethome [:

before i forget, kenny lam say hes gonna lent me the SIMS! (:
am super duper uber delighted!

and ytd brought gucci for his injection.
the doc is kinda cute, u know?
but he seems gay to me.
well, i believe that people who love dogs are really NICE people [:
thn homesweethome with sis&gucci.

talking to gucci all along my way.
and something happened.
its like, i talk to gucci but he didnt want reply me so i "OIE!" and one uncle looked back as if i "OIE!" at him.
thn i just smile at him and vice versa.
uber malu! )=

but..
i m always doing malu things, isnt it?
have lots more to type which i m so lazy to so i guess forget it.

&the beauty.

12:19 PM

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-Gucci aint any branded stuff yet hes my lil precious Mr. Ticklish(:

Little Miss bobdog's Busy Shedule :p

tue; meeting cai yan for sakae (like finally get to see her after so long!)

wed; bringing Gucci for his injection and whee, i can bring him out for walk

thur; meeting julia for pool and hope, i aint lazy or what so i get to see her

fri; minibar at amk hub cathay

sat; BC at amk hub cathay

sun morning; concess at amk hub cathay

sun night; sleeping

-and following week to be updated soon.

&the beauty.

12:22 PM

lets talk about my dad.

he dotes on me the most.
-yet i find him irritating at times

he call me once a day to make sure i have eaten and all.
-yet i find it irritating at times

he hate it when bobby bark and tends to get violent
-and i hate it

and more of course which i m really lazy to type it out.

if only..
dad dont always drink and not coming home every night.
so that mum wouldnt need to work.
and prolly, bobby wouldn't die.

i hate going to town;
cause i was there whn bobby needs me the most.

i hate raining days;
cause it was the cause of bobby's death.

i hate Esther Liang;
cause she leave bobby alone to have her own entertainment.

4months and 22days since 080908.

tears rolled down on my cheeks as i typed all these.

sorry baby;

i still dream of u at times;

and wake up in tears;

sorry for causing ur death.

sorry for being selfish.

sorry for being irrespoinble.

sorry for breaking my promise.

sorry for everything.

maybe one day, i will find the courage to commit sucide.

and all sadness will be gone.

what leave behind, aint my sadness.

&the beauty.

8:58 PM

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-smiley face DONT represnt happiness.

i guesss;
i really love working in cathay. (=
esp. days when i get MB or BC.
& shortage aint coming in anymore!
and free food + movie at times.
what more should i complain uh?
prolly nothing and everything make me DONT bear to leave cathay.
is this a good thing or a bad thing?
sometimes, i really wonder...

till death do we part(:
holding on..
slow redemption;
slow spinning wheel;

&the beauty.

1:22 PM

i dislike mens.
they seriously ought to think twice before they do anything.
*ROLL EYES*

i promise,
if you wander off too far,
my love will get you home.
definitly(:

&the beauty.

1:15 PM

)=

-i hate to be left alone in the dark.

nightmare; nightmare; nightmare;
W-H-Y?

i dreamt of YEEWEN, YONGLIANG and KEVIN.
weird combination, i know.

yeewen and i went out till late night and we are inside some random forest. we dono how to get out of it and obviously, scare. Kelvin found us but he bring yeewen out only, leaving me alone there. he just say he not gonna bring me out and yeewen followed him thn i was left alone in the dark. T_T then i am allow to only sms one person and ask him for help and pls dont ask me why i chose YONGLIANG cause hes heartless. =X i sms him: i m in the forest, alone in the dark, very scare. will you help me? and his replied was: "some really cruel content which i forgotten about it" and i realise i woke up in tears.

and i know why i have that kind of nightmare.
cause ytd i sleep alone and the lighting kinda disturbing me so i ask sister to switch it off but dont close the door but win closed it. afriad but lazy to open so i just hack care and.............................................................................................................................................

phobia of dark and loneliness ):

please dont do that to me

&the beauty.

12:47 PM

Jesse Mccartney(:

&the beauty.

1:03 PM

"p r om i s e"
this refer to;
broken promise.

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PS: fuck dont just refer to i wana have sex with you.

went MS ytd to get my mp3 fixed. and yes, my mp3 is back to normal for 5mins.
i jsut knew it! )=
its like, i soaked my mp3 in the water for one whole night and they told me that its just that the battary de-flated. being naive, i thot that i m be really kind thus having such a good luck BUT i was so wrong uhm. i charge it for the WHOLE NIGHT yet it seems like it didnt get charge. you know, i went out of my hse with my mp3, feeling really delighted but happiness ddoesnt last. never will it. prolly this is the fact that i should accept it uh? i almost brought a 79$ headphone for my mp3 but hold back, cause i scare i might regret. HAHAHA! but that aint the case lar! i really love my pink mp3.

&the beauty.

12:37 PM

i m so gonna change my hairstyle. (=
yesyes! but wait til 0ct2.
cause thats a nice day for me.
and i have thot of it alrdy.
*WHEE*
hope that it will come true.

anyway!
damn fucking hungry now.
a hungry man is equal to a mad man.
but i m so not gonna eat cause i m on diet. )=
torturing~
they asked me if i m hungry and i replied them by saying NO.
cause i dont want to eat and i m kinda determine huh.
but of coz, i m so gonna eat when i meet up with QM.
going marina sq to ffixed my lovely pink mp3 and on the way makan.
sometimes can't help but to think that my life aint that miserable afterall. (:

anyway! ytd was win&ker's bday.
hb to them. (:

AND lets talk about that freaking irritating guccci.
hes uber big size now.
and yes, he slp with me at night. :)
AND EVERY MORING WAKE UP, I MUST TOUCH HIM, CUDDLE HIM AND ALL.
and hes more and more like Mr. Bobby.
oh my gosh..

can i really trust you?

action speaks louder than words.

you make me feel like a complete fool at times.

friends, are hard to trust.

prolly, i m still so inside my own world with my mr bobby. (:

&the beauty.