Mr. Bobby & Mr. Gucci <3
random picture which i received from EUGENE TAN. ((: well, maybe i should start to find people who have thick lips to be my BFF. cause theres this old saying that; people with thick lips are more loyal. wait, i doubt tt apply to yl which is like, use mouth more than he uses his brain. HEHEHE! *PEACE*
S-I-A-N.
i really dono what the hell am i doing nowadays. my life is in a messs. ))= i m not being myself and i dono why. actually i do know the reason but just thatt; i didnt want to accept the fact. shit happen all the time. i hate it! poly life are seriously boring. i didnt even pon ten school. dont ask me why. HAHA. cause i also dono why. its like, i only attended 3 days school instead of 5 days in Secondary yet now, i m attending 5days sch weekly. i wish that i m hardworking but something is stopping me. uhm, well, i m stopping my ownself actually. i aint hardworking yo. slacker life suit me the most. ;D
=D
=D
=D
will happinesssss ever last?
&the beauty.
a short post before i go to my dream land. (:
aww, more and more ppl know about my blog so i shouldnt get OVER emotional here before i got label as OME again. hehehe! i aint ome but just that i couldnt find any reasonable reason for me to be really happpy. but well, whatever lar. i m still kinda happppy with my life..
so like this week is the last week of cathay. aww, i will miss cathay alot. )= seriouslyyyy larr! those ppl there are really good but shortage making me dont feel like working lor. and guess what. i m going help Arron to sell Guess watch. ;D guess thats a btr job. in terms of salary. but theres freeee food if i work in cathay. (>.<) i m being such a greedy asssssssssshole. SIAN.
A stand for Asshole.
._.
gd nite & gd bye.
see you;
miss you;
& love you;
(:
&the beauty.
HELLO. ;D
Zak is making his way to Vivo now to grab free doggie. )= aww, he suck so much lar. cause i wanted one toooooooo but i am just too plain lazy to make my way down to Vivo again.
ytd was a PS(pangseh) day. H-A-H-A-H-A. i got my own karma alrdy. )= AND THE BLOODY REASON FOR KUKU CHAN TO PS ME WAS ACTUALLY; HES BROKE CAUSE HE TREATS HIS POLY FRIEND DRINK VODKA. wakao! know him for so long also never once treat me yet treat his poly friends. ok lor, he win. but i aiint jealous okay. i m just.... disappointed. but still, we are friend lar. and i strongly believe he will treat me vodka one day too. even though it seems to be super impossible. =X
went supper ytd with Ted and his friend. super retard & Ted ate 3 burgers. ._. i got nothing much to comment on this.
and i just realise; my life is damn isolent. what should i do to make it more lively? any suggestion? )= cause i had enough of it alrdyy.
maybe;
perhapps;
prolly;
possible;
why not;
afterall;
ilu(:
butididntwanttocommittoomuchintoit.
):
andresultingin;
......................................................
&the beauty.
S-I-A-N.
MY LIFE IS SUPER ISOLENT.
no life;
no life;
no life;
life is so meaninglesssssssssssss w/o you. )=
i wish,
i pray,
i want,
i need,
that youre still by my side.
i think life is a fucking irritating piece of shit.
i dono why we cant die at ard 20 yrs old?
why must we suffer so much before we die?
if i have the ability, i will just kill everyone and then commit sucide.
FINE, I M INSANE ALRDY.
&the beauty.
friendship are hard to sustain.
commitment and trust are needed in order to sustain it.
hard to build a friendship;
yet easy to break off the friendship.
my best friend will be;
GLADYS.
MEISEN.
DAREN.
Daren are the best. (:
& i dono why.
Gladys are always being miss by me.
meisen are retard thus making me like her so much.
if only;
friendship could last even w/o much commitment.
((:
i miss bobdog.
i miss having bobdog beside me.
buy me a puppy shih tzu for my bday present and;
i will love you forever. (=
&the beauty.
i have nothing much to say at times.
except that;
i love torturing myself.
i m damn random lar.
and i cant wait to buy a puppy shih tzu.
&the beauty.
我的眼泪不重要, 只要你记得回来就好.
外面世界吵又闹, 你要小心照顾自己好.
没有了牵手和拥抱, 请你千万保重好不好?
if only;
life is about slacking, rotting and not needing to worry about money.
how great will it be?
and not forgetting the fact that people will get uber insolent and irresponsible.
H-A-H-A-H-A.
but too bad.
money makes the world go round and round.
lets seeeeee;
sunday work for daren in the morning and afternoon til midnight for cathay. and monday work for guess watch. i must be a genuis okay! but nevertheless, i m seriously enoying my life. (= god treat me real nice and i m always lucky. or rather, i get contended easily. just like one lollipop can make my day like duno what. (= working is way more fun than studying. and somemore, i love to work. cause i m able to earn $ and to lead my isolent life happily. i must admit, i spend money like water. )= thats soooo badddddddddddddddddddddd lar.
& Arron is still the best guy ever in this world. ^^ *blushing
((:
such a big big waste that hes marrrrrrrried. =X
i m seriously damnnnnnnnnnn shag.
if only;
i could hug you once again.
&the beauty.
guess daddy is being uber weird recently.
no response when i talk to him for most of the times.
i guess;
i m just being paranoid.
on other hand,
cobby is growing.
ker say its my imaginatiion but.......
hes really growing.
sometimes, even i myself get afraid of myself too.
its like, going insane at any point of time.
pls don get intimidate by ESTHER.
i think,
trust shouldnt be place in anywhere that easily.
leep track of what ure saying at times.
don place trust in me, cause i might place it in you too.
i dont want to feel hurt in anywhere anymore.
cause if i really do,
i WILL go insane for sure.
and i feel like eating Nebo. (:
Nebo madddddd. hhee!
&the beauty.
17/o5/o8;
one month and one day.
this is getting crazy.
everything remind me of you.
this one month is the worst month i have ever gone through.
without you by my side, i m just a walking corspe.
thanks to you, i am immune to so many things.
you taught me how to love, but you nv teach me how to let you of you when i ought to.
now that ure gone, i m struggling.
baby, ure everything that i ever need.
i love you more than i love myself.
if only;
we can be tgt forever.
take it as i m crazy.
cause i m in love with a dog.
but bob is just like my bro.
i love him more than i love my family members.
and i certainly;
cant live happily without him.
&the beauty.
HELLO.
tmr is baby bob first month of dying.... ))=
and tue, i cried BADLY lar.
due to work and baby bob.
so slack at my hse downstair for quite a while until i decided to go home.
anddddddd i realise i misss him more than i think i miss him.
lucky for me, i have my baby cobby with me. ;D
thanks qmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
HEHEHE!
the shop&save dogggy.
love it so much.
slping with me dailyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy,
just like baby bob.
=p
i miss track of the time ever since ure gone.
no, i didnt want to keep track of it either.
life is nothing without you.
i have been insolent for so longggggggg and i m getting tired.
cant u just be back at my side again?
&the beauty.
finally meet up with darling xing. (=
had a long chat with her.
LOL!
and i miss her so much.
and Vivo is a damn cool place.
as in, i m so in love with Vivo but its like so far also.
hehehe!
and weihao is a good friend indeed. ;D
cause he teaches me how to live my life MEANINGFUL at times.
okay, baby bob is so tired nowadays.
and waiting for me to slp before he slp.
so cute of him.
aww, cant help but falling in love with him.
&the beauty.
hello. (:
working in Cathay ain't so bad actually. but the pay ain't that good but after all, its near my school and my house. (: but but but but, i m scare that i gonna flunk my studies only. but on other hand, its not like i gonna study even when i don't work. ha ha! i m contradicting but i don't really give a damn. ;D
i m so, lethargic. from everything. i wish i could just stay on rotting for long. )= i hate it when mum mention about bob. i seriously hate it. i dont know why but my mood wil just change to a 180degree. after all, i love bob more than i love her. and i m still loving my baby bob even though he has alrdy leave me. ^^ because, i know one day, he will be by my side again.
so i m working real hard to purchase a puppy shih tzu. gonna name him cobby. (= but so damn knn expensive! so i must really work real real real real hard. ;D
have been so busy working that i havent meet that retard meisen for so so so long. LOL. i must meet up with her soon soon soon. )= cause i have just so much to tell her and i dont know why.. LOL. and what we always talk about are, C-R-A-P. and so, i miss meiiiisen lar! ^^
10 promises to my dog;
22may;
(=
&the beauty.
i still miss him.
next thur is the one month anniversary that he died.
i...... i m in a loss of what to do. )=
but i certainly feel like being a loser tt day and just rot at my hse downstair.
i dont wan to lose bob... i really don wan to lose him.. hes my everything.. still my everything.. i am like thinking of him everyday, every secs and all. and everyday crying in the night. )= i never once had a proper sleep. i really miss him... i wana like, cuddle him once again but i guess its damn impossible. hes really my everything. and i still cant believe he leave me alrdy. it seems like mummy, daddy and sisters all forget him. but why cant i? why is my mind missing him so much? to the extent whereby i need to tear everyday. i need him more than i think i do. i will nv like anything that much again cause the feeling of losing that thing is unbearable. and it might just lead to insanity.
balance my working and study life. (:
and i m loving my baby bob tt much.
&the beauty.
yup, its 1000days. i just counted. somehow, i m waiting for mircale. mircale to bring him back to my side once again. stupid lame shit thinking. )=
i love him,
for that hes always by my side.
and thus,
i still cant adapt to my new life yet.
afterall,
nv make anything your everything cause if u lose tt thing, u are left with nothing.
(=
i think i dreamt of baby bob ytd.
no, he didnt appear but i got a strong feeling that i dream of him. (=
its way tooooo cool.
and i cried cause i realise,
i really miss him. )=
&the beauty.
went to buy fish soup today. asked for extra rice. aunty thot it was for bob and she asked me hows bob.. i didnt have the courage to say, he has passed away. so instead, i told her hes living happily and all. was on the verge of crying out loud but didnt. cause i was with julia. ((=
amd..
i m starting work soon! ;D
lazy lazy lazy to work BUT working got income.
and i can get a new baby bob.
wheee!
&the beauty.
let seee. ;D
life is like a maze, continuous of walking and you still cant find the exit.
life is like a circle, continouos of walking and you are still walking in that particular circle path.
but i didnt mind walking circle cause there wouldnt be any full-stop to it.
"好爱他;
好想他;
再这样下去我只会更牵挂;"
and say yo, i m working in amk hub cathay! ;D
whooo.
i m happy cause income is coming in! (:
&the beauty.
i still miss him that much. ):
tell me, how to not miss him so much?
i hate tearing, it make my eyes look so small can?
its like, my eyes are alrdy small lar thn tearing cause it to be even smaller.
god damn it lor.
baby bob, i still miss you despite u leaving me for so long.
are you doing fine?
i m yearning for ur return every night.
guess you are just my everything tt i ever need. (:
no doubt, i m tearing again.
guess andy is right.
nv make anything ur everything cause when you lose tt thing, you lsoe ur everything.
and now i m left with nothing now.
tell me, how to stand up on my feet again?
&the beauty.
random picture which i received from EUGENE TAN. ((: well, maybe i should start to find people who have thick lips to be my BFF. cause theres this old saying that; people with thick lips are more loyal. wait, i doubt tt apply to yl which is like, use mouth more than he uses his brain. HEHEHE! *PEACE*
