Mr. Bobby & Mr. Gucci <3

Sunday, September 30, 2007

8:17 PM

HI.

today is not really a pleasant day. due to my tiredness? hmmm. double kfc for me today. i m so so so so afriad that i would get sick of kfc. pls no! i love kfc okay! was suppose to study at kfc today. but yet didnt. why? cause kfc is so freaking coold and i m shivering! and plus i m really tired.

btw, tmr is CHILDREN`s day. (: so i guess whose ever bday is tmr is a CHILDREN forever. =p

got some facts here. :D which state the disadvantage of having good friend.
1) don bother to say "sorry" even whn late for appointment.
2) tend to be late.
3) tend to pms more.
4) tend to be more unreasonable.

damn. i always thot an hour is my limit but i gueess NO.
its 3 hours.
and i freaking hate to wait for ppl for more than an hour. just say NO if u dun wan to come. AND NT MAKING ME WAIT LIKE A FOOL and occupied 6seats. be more responsible. seriously, tis is the last time i will ever ask you out.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

&the beauty.

9:24 PM

pls dun assume that i m looking at you just because my eyes` direction is towards you. (:

everything started too late.
whats the probability of winning the top prize for toto?
i m indeed wreck over that yet pretended not to.
its just some sch work related stuff.

i think i m not prepare for o`s.
can i postphone it?

the fact that certain guys watch porn indeed change their image in my mind.

the FACT game is getting more popluar. but its only exciting when ppl speak their mind. (:

&the beauty.

9:22 PM

sorry is another word for goodbye at times.
ppl always hurt each other unintentionally.
hurting ppl is just another way to soothe ur own mind.
saying ilu to ur friend is so much easier than saying it to the special one.
whn someone tells you that he/she like you, i guess he/she just treat you as normal friend.

"like level decrease while care level remain the same."

tired like shit. :( sch simply suck so much. study break, come ASAP.

&the beauty.

10:09 PM

HELLO HELLO.

cant upload the wedding pics today! so sry. :D cause keith havent send me!

today went ktv! kinddddd of fun. :D got gladys, eug, mel, yw and ME THE MOST MAIN LEAD. cause its has been ages since i go K wid thm! so i m the main lead today. =p sing "wo hai bu dong" once i reach there cause cant sing when mel reach. he sure will pai chi me! thn sing JI DE AI. my favourite song. so nice la! "ji de ai, shi wo gei guo de da an........." thn have jay marathon. LOL! but time doesnt permit us to do so. ULTRA ASS! but emo halfway. cause of my mother. she was like asking me go grandma`s house to celebrate zhong qiu jie but i wan K`ing so i say i`ll reach about 8pm. then she scolded me and ask me go now and obviously, i dun wan! thn i send her sms and ask her to help me say sorry. and guess what she reply. A SWEET REPLY. "ur problem and my children is useless." fuck. seriously, fuck. she did nothing except giving me $ and fed me til tis big. i envy those who own a happy family. my childhood was simply pathetic. i don even have the chance to play wid barbie doll. my father even more worst. he just simply walk off when i fall down. that was when i m young lahh. laugh. wonder when can i ever get rid of this clumsy attitude. or rather, i m just trying to gain attention by falling down! or maybe my left ear is heavier than right ear. but whatever lahh. i dun give a damn! hHahaha.

ytd went to eat K at tp! K as in kfc. :D and play the facts game. ok lahh. what i said ytd is just, hmm, not really crapping. but mayb just think before but not sure if i will do tat or not. =X

BYE!

&the beauty.

11:49 PM

HELLO EVERYONE. :D

YTD WHICH IS WED, I ATTENDED KEI`S KOR WEDDING. unisex night instead of guys night. cause i and Xing bo tai bo ji went there. i must admit, i went there for the food. :D bei jing kao ya taste so delicioussssssssssssssssssss. and so is the shark fins soup. poor shark! but sorry, u are way tooooo delicious. XD and the fry prawn. wheee. AND THE RED WINE WHICH MAKE US HIGH. even higher than the sky. :D yay, and i took pic wid the bride. SHE SO PRETTTTTY LAHHHHH. and hair is shiny one worr. and the red long dress. everything just look so perfect on her! but she is rlllllly chio. kei commented that she is aunty when she is her da sao. LOL.

let me elaborate more on the red wine.
HAHAHAHA!
yw => his face and eyes were RED. and hes acting tipsy. but wait. he really tipsy lahh! spouting nonsense!
daren => i can bet he`s tipsy too! cause when we took photo wid the bride and the groom, HE WAS PUSHING MELVAN TO THE BRIDE AND PUTS ALL HIS WEIGHT ON ME, MELVAN AND XING. like a drunk mad man. =S
keith => mmmmmm. pink pink face. ahahha! he happy lahh. and so busy! omgggg. but hey, thanks for letting me go cause i had fun there.

kei`s kor wedding dinner is like a preview of grad ball. (: everyone is so formal. mayb except for me with the stupid fbt. LOL! KEITH AND MELVAN VERY HANDSOME! really very ultra formal. hahaha. they wore suit. or rather, something which look alike. SO SHUAI. and thy stil wore tie. OMG. REALLLLLY CHAO SHUAI! i must be mad to type this out. daren acting punk. i m not sure whats tt hes wearing but whao, not bad wor! hahaha. yw wore a red tee inside and a white shirt outside wid a green jeans. and a necklace! the dinner gonna be even more prefect if eug is there! and my gladys. STIL PUT MAKE-UP WOR! aahahha. which is like, only yw can see she put! melvan is blind. =S

a pic per post to add colours to my post. :D
and erm, pls dun mistaken tt i like melvan because of the pic i m posting! its just that i din upload any pic and i went to eug`s blog and steal this pic. so thus, putting this pic. (:

i will upload the rest like SOON.
so bye. :D

&the beauty.

7:50 PM

just watch invasion. ULTRA NICE WOR. so ultra exciting. and guess what! the cinema is like totally empty. i mean it okay! mayb just one uncle sitting very behind. i sat at M13 if i nv rmb wrongly. i wana watch 881! nvm. fate wil let me watch if possible. no point forcing if the basic fate is not even there. xD

theres a full-stop to everything. (:

& KNN LA! i cant change my water pipe. roarr.

&the beauty.

2:08 PM

I HAD MY AI XIN FRIES AND AI XIN NUGGET ON SAT. :D post the piic next tiime as i havent upload to my sis`s laptop. its nice cause its make by H-E-A-R-T. okok, i m mad. anyway, its chesse fries and chesse nugget la! SO NICE AND SO ultra SINFUL. and whoever marry the small chef gonna be so lucky. mmm, m i the lucky one? LOL! i must be dreaming. bishy bashy so fun. i think i m so in love wid bishy bashy la! can anyone buy me one bishy bashy machine? i will love you like siiao.

random song conversation. :D
girl: sheng ri kuai le, zhe shi song gei ni de.
boy: huh, song gei wo? xie xie.
girl: xi wang ni hui xi huan zhe ge yin yue he.
boy: er... ni shi bu shi xi huan wo?
girl: dui, wo xi huan ni.
boy: she mo shi hou kai shi de?
girl: hmm.. dan ni dui wo de di yi ge wei xiao kai shi de.
girl: wo xi huan ni, dan chu zai gong shi jian dao ni de shi hou wo jiu kai shi xi huan shang ni. ye xu wo bing bu shi ni shou xi huan de nu sheng lei xing. dan shi you shi hou xi huan ge ren jiu shi na mo de jian dan ye bu xu yao ren he de li you. ai qing shi bu shi dou ren tian xia de you qing ren dou shou jing zhe mo ne?
boy: wo liao jie ni de yi si. qi shi wo gen xiang zhu dong geng ni shou zi shi mei dang yao kai kou de shi hou, que you bu xiao de zheng yang qu biao ta.
girl: wo bu gan she wang ni xuan zhe de shi bu shi wo. wo yao de zhi shi yi ge ming bai. zi shao ran wo ming bai ni de xin zai xiang she mo.
boy: ai zhen de xu yao yong qi. wo zhen de xu yao ai de yong qi.
girl: xi wang ni hui xi huan zhe fen sheng ri li wu.
boy: wo yi ding hui hao hao keep this present.
girl: ni zhen de dui wo yi dian gan jue ye mei you?
boy: wo...... wo.... gan qing de shi wo xiang.....
girl: mei guan xi. wo ye bu xi huan ni. wo zhi dao ni you nu peng you le. mei chi yue ni chu qu dou mei kong. shui dou kan de chu, zhi you wo.
boy: wei.... wei....

k fine. sick of typing the ending. so BYE.

&the beauty.

2:08 PM

i duno what happened but all i know is i am so ultra wreck. no, is not prelim stress. i have been slacking and so relax. :D but nevertheless, I MUST STAY HAPPY. cause by staying happy is equal to staying healthy.

my mood.
1)heartbeat racing
2)feel so ultra extremely scare
3)trying hard to sallow down my saliva
4)blurry vision
5)mind not operating

i think i like human who are musical talented. :D every guys love saying: "i like girl who plays piano." -_- except for daren. who like HOT-SEXY babe. -_-

i think i btr start study for my physics. WAY TO GO~

semasa saya menghulurkan tangan kepada kamu,

kamu pegang dengan ringan saja.

BYE!

i still lack of the courage to face you.

&the beauty.

7:50 PM

WAHH. i ate hell loads of food today.
1) hotcake meal
2) nuggets (3pieces)
3) 2 pushpop
4) fries (about half of it)
5) wu xiang meat

pushpop lovers! :D go try urs tmr.

TMR THE BIG BIG DAY!

&the beauty.

4:53 PM

caramel ice blended. taste GREAT. and of cause the price is great too. :D wanted to study at erm, coffee bean but then the table is small like duno what. so headed to tp kfc agaiin. hey, i rlly love kfc. but before going to tp kfc, bishy bashy agaiin! WOOHOOO. mad over that money consuming game. 410 is so stuffy! and i wonder why i like to take that bus last time. well, 410 do brings back memories. reached kfc, starting to study but gets turn off by the amaths. but at least i did emaths paper 2! at least its not a futile trip. :D went back to bishan and eat tori Q. MY FAVOURITE FOOD!!! so blooddy yummmy. really love it loads. GO TRY TORI Q SET A. cost 4.70$. GO TRY URS TODAY. :D cause i had my just ytd. AND WENT TO ARCADE AGAIN! hahaha. play bishy bashy again and the bball game. ultra fun. ohhh, the bball game only gotta 88! nice number eh? when can i ever gets above 100? nvm. but money all gone just ytd. heave a ultra big sigh. then home swt home.

and guess wad! i didnt put hair spray ytd when i go out cause finish alrdy! OMG. and luckily i saw someone but someone din saw me. lololol. okok, i dun care also. -_-" AND SOMEONE SAW SOMEONE CHANGING SHIRT THRU REFLECTION. shld i say its reflection? not so sure.

crap. i lost my s.s guidebook when s.s paper is on mon.

i wont do well for prelim. :D cause i m so not prepare for it.

my new name: chemistry idiot. :D i have to buy chemistry guidebook for dummies.

&the beauty.

11:41 PM

a random post!

i love caramel. :D caramel ice blended. cant wait for it! but its so ex and the coffee smell so strong. sighhhhhh. hope i wun get cheated tmr. :D the tissue incident. __

OH! just rmb something. i m still waiting for my XXX. can slowly wait cause it will nv come! only rmb when wl remind me in msn. see lahh. remind me and now, i cant get to slp!

7pm and 9pm show is a MUST watch. :D its super duper niice. as niice as me! oh, btw, its channel 8! must show okay! PPL WHO READ MY BLOG MUST GO WATCH!

ears helps to balance yourself when walking. but my ears don! if not, why i always fall down. damn. maybe my left ear is heavier than right ear. tts why!

ohh.. i m getting more xiao qi and vulgarities? NONONONONONONNONONONO.

&the beauty.

1:51 PM

戴苍蝇的眼镜, 太多你数不清, 一千种个性, 谁向谁说我爱你, 你又不是垃圾, 也没有长细菌, 却让我生病, 亲一个让我痊愈.
戴苍蝇的眼镜, 看你举棋不定, 一千颗泪滴, 告诉我有多爱你, 即使你没反应, 我想我也愿意, 被一个温柔的表情, 骗我爱上你.

&the beauty.

8:08 PM

so freaking broke. damn! sian! fri Starbucks & jalan kanyu. wish tt heaven would drop some $ down. :D

wow!! today went bishan and tp. hahaa! so funny. cause got this ultra blur person who make my day. -_- blur like sotong! lolooolololol. 2 piece meal is so niice. *drool* bishy bashy is so FUN! was laughing when i was playing lahhhhh! damn ass funny. especially the horse race. HAHAHAHAHAH! this game test on ppls reaction eh?

OHOHOH. i still wan play bishy bashy! pls, someone accompany me. sound so desperate. haha!

mum doubt tt i m that broke! but i m rlly broke lo. knn. dun even have $ to eat a proper meal. no $ to slack at coffeebean. ez link $ also running low. sian! PLS DONATE ME $! fu*k.

BYE!

&the beauty.

10:30 AM

a short post before i go "school" and attend "chemistry" lesson. :D

holiday goona finish. sigh! and its PRELIM. which means, i m dead. ultra dead. and cant afford to fail emaths which i doubt i can pass. miss ng will kill me using her most powerful weapon which is her mouth. =S but hey! my prelim maths gotta f9 yet o`s gotta b3. so if i manage to get e8 this time round, it means that i have improve! :D okok. so work hhard. have been asking myself to study yet didnt. what m i waiting for? -_- waiting for a smart friend to appear and pull me out of this holy shit. oh, i dun plan to study for chemistry at all. its a waste of my precious time. i din study chemistry for N`s at all but i pass science! :D hpe O`s will be the same. and oh, i m so so so ultra afraid that my O`s cert will have a fail in any subject. i`ll cry! JUST LIKE N`s. I M THE ONLY UNGRADED IN POA. nothing to be proud of! and yea, i get rid of poa alrdy! cheers to me. i guess i m only best at crapping. sigh. hey, smart friend, when the hell are you gonna pull me out of this holy shiit! i m waiting for you! (: my smart friend might be chucky or youknowwho. hey, not voldermort lahh. -_-

fading. ur imagine seems to be so blurry.
yes, reading random ppl`s blog do make me emo too.
cause it brought back unwanted memories.
yet its fading cause i cant feel that anymore.
so shoo out of my mind! i need my mind memory space hell loads to rmb those maths, humanities and more!

and yes.
BYEE!
-idmu. =b

&the beauty.

11:00 PM

i skipped chemistry lesson today! :D nothing to be proud of but i did went to "school" today. its ok if u catch no balls. so tmr same thing! pretend schooling again. i hate chemistry. cause i m a chemistry idiot. -__-

bishy bashy. i m thinking of u again. u become part of my life. pls, NO. you are a money cheater. damn!

BYE!
-ii get what u mean but those ultra small little action. =b

&the beauty.

11:03 PM

i found out that even if i m just sitting down waiting for mrt, ppl will also say i m emo. -_- but i was just purely waiting for mrt! well, my face just give ppl impression tt i m emo. isnt it?

i hate the smell of cigarette that lingered ard the living room.

i hate it when u say u are broke yet spending the night outside drinking.

i hate it whenever you gets drunk and flare your temper at bob.

knnbccb.

i cant stand it anymore.

everything is making me insane.

especially the fucking smell of cigarette which makes me even more fed up.

BYE!

-bishy bashy the game which is ultrA money consuming yet addictive! :D

&the beauty.

7:28 PM

sigh. oh no. apr koh said i cant sigh! so NO! hmm, so long havent meet up wid her. kind off miss her! but well, prelim coming. feel so ultra sian over it! damn, i rlly cany find any motivation to study at all! its like, my life is so wrong. nvm! i shall endure for like 2 more months and whee, poly life. HERE I M~ oh well, so i shld pray hard tt i dun gt into ite eh. (:

oh ya, and i hasnt been blogging recently. coz my computer die on me. HEY, I FEEL DAMN WRECK OVER IT! it has so many many things inside! and i guess the only connection is gone too. everything is just hinting me that i shld just (...).

oh anyway! guess i wun b blogging tat often. alot of things doesnt permit me to blog. but do still stay tune to my blog. :D

win&shan own a good life. win birthday got so many branded presents! shan has cable car dinner! mine? guess just another normal day. no presents, no birthday smses, no one to talk to, no laughter, no black forest. nothing at all. because i has alrdy screwed it up.

ppl doesnt see me as esther. they see me as a rotten apple. go ahead and laugh at my results. what frighten me more is not those who are arrogant but those who laugh behind at my back and comparing my result with theirs. he might be arrogant but at least he is much more btr.

BYE!
-you know who you are. need not for me to say out ur name and making my blog stink.
"i suges uyo rlaley kame a tgaer piamtc no em. i lefe wrcke nrehwvee i ese oyu. on, uoy dene otn lefe igtlyu. uacse tis ym wno tnhkiing rfatelal. tbu i ltsil eliebev hata ouy od ertat em rome ntah a nridef. utb ebaym i khtin oto hcmu. ywh ntod uoy aertt em sa a gsartnre? uoy dias yuo tcna uscae i swa rther ofr yuo hewn ouy r kewrc. hwy tehbor ocnenigrn em ta meits? ybmae yuo sutj tpiy em. uoy ilwl b noge oson. hyw odtn i irhecsh uoy own? terahr naht own, mkaign hgitn os kawrda. utb i sism uoy ta meist. ohste mmsieroe. "

life gets tougher as you got older.

become ppl tend to "fight" wid you.

for those who have no weapon to fight back, you`ll have to find one.

or else, the one losing is you.

&the beauty.