this two pic shld be the ast pic of baby bob alrdy. the second one was taken when he has alrdy been put to sleep. saw tt blue colour "cloth" wrapping at his tiny leg there? tts the place they inject the put to sleep jab on him. aww, must be hurting i bet. why will this kind of thing happen to my lil precious baby bob? hes so kind, so cute and all. i really hope he will be human in his next lifetime. being a dog is wayy too unfair to him. i really miss him loads. i really wish to hug him one more time and tell im everything i feel from my heart but i just couldnt. can he be back at my side once again? i really cant live without him. i m crying once i m alone. holding back my tears is hard. i cant cry in front of my sisters, parents and friends. without bobby, i dun even feel like talking. those who were once close to me, i distance myself from them. i duno why... i just dun wan to talk to them for now. i m so sorry, gladys. ]: mayb i just didnt want to appear weak in front of them. or rather, i dont want them to mention about bobdog in front of me. without bobby, i m just a corpse. walking aimlessly... dono where i wanna head to... i m tired of crying but i miss him badly. i scaare i will forget him once i stop crying....... i dont wana forget him.. thats the last thing i ever want. i don like it when ppl touch bobs` thing. mum kp his bowl and i duno where she keep. i knw mum feel terrible also but i just cnt get myself to talk to her. like i say, bob is the connection of me to mum. now tt he isnt here, i dun feel like talking to her... sorry mummy. )):

and bobby, i missing you every seconds.

what about you?

cause i hope u thinking of me every seconds too. (:

big big love to you.

return back the love to me personally if you love me too.