Mr. Bobby & Mr. Gucci <3

Friday, April 25, 2008

6:07 PM

sometimes, its like, i think i change alot ever since bobs' death.
and i stil miss him deeply. i always feel like crying when i saw mum, dad, sister, eug, gladys and bobs' photo. dont ask me why gladys and eugene is inside cause i dont know. my mind is ultra weird. it kp asking me to avoid eugene. mayb because seeing eug will bring back some flashback thus it ask me not to seee him. maybe because he told me he love bob too and so, it make me think of bob when seeing him. but i just wana say sorry to those i mention above. a big sorry. ): i lose the courage to talk to you guys... i doubt i can ever get that courage back unless bob return to my side again.

friday. went home damn early. weird yo? was suppose to meet the usual for dinner but somethings, or rather mood just didnt wana go. instead went home. saw mum halfway when walking home. was thinking whether to shout for her or not. think for quite awhile then i shout for her and she waited for me. we walk home tgt and i swear i wana cry. but of coz i didnt cause if i did cry, she gonna nag again. feeling damn terrible okay! sometimes, i really wana talk to mum cause shes old afterall. i scare she might just leave me just like how bob leave me. i might just go mad. bobs' death alrdy make me feel insane. ):

anyway, teaering seems to be my hobby now. even though i stil can joke with ppl but when i get alone, i tend to get emo like shit or tear like fuck. i really wish bob to be with me once again. i promise, i would treat him like god. but he will nv be back.......

i love you.
i always say you will never die.
i thot u wouldnt die too cause u love me too.
but your death is actually cause by me.
how can i indirectly kill someone i actually love so much?
at the rate i m missing you, i m losing myself and i m going insane.
i swear, i am.

&the beauty.

Mr. Bobby <3
retard;
clusmy;
typical;

hate-
garlic; crowded places; reality;

love-
Mr. Bobby XD;
Mr. Gucci; nua at home; sleep; eat; money;

a better tmr;
to be rich;
to have Mr. Bobby by my side;

EI o8o5
Cindy Ng chye wei
Feng joo yu
Lee shi ying

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Gladys Heng; Bestie
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Eugene Tan
Azizi
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Neo Yeow Wei
Tan Wei hao

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eugenia^cathay
xiao qi^cathay
thanya^cathay
Kenneth^cathay

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