Mr. Bobby & Mr. Gucci <3

Thursday, April 24, 2008

11:02 PM

sigh sigh sigh.

how can i forget bob when i m walking the "lane" where he jump down everyday?
i lose the courage to go home...
i lose the courage to talk about bobdog..
i lose the courage to do alot of things..

frankly speaking, i really love him alot.. till the extent of losing myself soon. i must be mad. bob is just a dog. but i just cant forget him now. i m like, tearing everyday for him. raining days remind me of how he died. i hate raining days and going home. ); i know i sound like a loser but none can comprehend how wreck i feel. its just like, u losing something which u nv want to lose. something which u love deeply and the cause of it to leave you, was partly ur fault.

daddy dotes on me alot.
he knw i m feeling sad and kp asking me to accompany him for dinner but i kp rejecting but went to eat with him today. can see hes happpppy but on other side, i stil cant bring myself to face mum. i didnt blame mum for bob`s death, instead i blame myself. but i dont see why i shld talk to mum when bob aint here anymore.. she only kp asking me not to be sad and all but why cant she understand tt i need time? i alrdy tried my best to hold back my emotion when i m in the hse but sometimes, flashback just suddenly flash pass my mind and yep, i m tearing. i m afterall not yet 18 yet. she just cant understand me. ):

at least i didnt wan bob to leave me now.
CAUSE I REALLY NEED HIM.
i m into kick boxing nw.
actually if bob nv die, i wouldnt even thot of joining kick box.
i join kick box to kp my mind occupied and so i can dont go home so early and to make myself tired but somehow, bob just appear when i m once alone.

baby bob,

i miss hugging you.

i miss kissing you.

when are you coming back to me?

cause i really need you more than i think i do.

i m losing myself,

i m going insane.

can u just let me hug you for one more time?

i aint no greedy. just one more time,

and i wont tear for you anymore.

ilu, babybob. (:

and i need you badly.

&the beauty.

Mr. Bobby <3
retard;
clusmy;
typical;

hate-
garlic; crowded places; reality;

love-
Mr. Bobby XD;
Mr. Gucci; nua at home; sleep; eat; money;

a better tmr;
to be rich;
to have Mr. Bobby by my side;

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