i m using my photoshop skill! XD thou still suck so much but at least, i m using it thus it will be much more btr soon! =p loving this picture so much. seems like we both thinking of each other so much can? (: aww, loving bobdog more and more. hehehe!

decided on certain things. since my mindset has change, i decided to go with my mindset. no means no, yes means yes. don wana stay in contact means don wana stay in contact. i guess bob is the one manipulating my mind. but i believe aanything he chose for me, will be the best. so sorry if u realise i have change. (: i wana work hard and study hard for baby bob. mayb its too late for me to invent the so called "nv die" pills ,alrdy but i wana excel in some others stuff and do baby bob proud. hes stil with me, mentally. i believe, i do believe. he will nv leave me cause he just love me way too much. sound kinda insane but believe me when i say baby bob is still ard. okay?

i love sitting down at my house downstair and think of bob. been 11 days since he passed away. but his smell still linger ard my nose. HEHE! i used to hate cat but ytd i saw this cat behaviour which is like a dog, i wanted so much to touch it. but i didnt instead, i break down. and it was looking at me instead of leaving me. i really can feel tt it can feel how i feel and it also saw baby bob just beside me. ytd wasnt a great day afterall. i couldnt slp in the night and i kp thinking of baby bob. i look down from the window where he jumped down and bla bla bla. i think i really love baby bob alot. ): mayb one day i shld tell mum and dad i love them and just go end my life cause life w/o him is making me so miserable. mayb i shld just jump from the window too afterall, i would die cause i didnt know how to land whereby bob knows but still, he broke all his limps.

and kerlise wallpaper aint bob anymore. ): mayb she forgotten about bob. how could she... bob been slping with us for 3 whole yr. we always kiss bob the first thing we are awake. i dono about win.. dad is the worst. he didnt even give that sad face knowing bob has passed away. and about mum, i got nothing to say. home is not a home anymore. i m all alone now. all alone doing all my things. all alone thinking of him. all alone thinking ways to sucide. everything all alone.

mayb all my life,

i only need bob, money, and nothing else.

tts all and i feel contended. (:

i m going east coast with baby boob soon! :)

wheeeeeeeeeeeee.

mayb thur gonna go since its public holiday.

bring him for a swim and sun tan.

lets see when i m free enough then.

BYE, baby bob. (: